- hhh,,,, everyone talking about shinee makes me feel so guilty..... i havent listened to a single shinee song, let alone any of jonghyun's songs since his passing...
it really took a HUGE toll on me since shinee is my ult group and their music helped me get through dark places in my life. jonghyun is one of my ults and i just remember waking up to the news so vividly, it really put me in a dark place. i just cant bring it in me to even listen to their music again because i know im not ready to listen to them again. i don't know when i'll ever be ready if im being honest. i tried to listen to their song replay a couple months ago but i just broke down into tears idk.
hopefully i'll get to the point where i can listen to shinee again and listen to their comebacks but as of now it's just really hard for me still.