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History:
Nox was born as the only pup of a litter from a stray mother. A poor family took him in as a companion for their mysterious four year old Justin. Justin loved the puppy dearly, but his parents didn't. His parents were very abusive, and if Nox made a simple mistake they would beat him. Unfortunately, his scatter-brained antics made him get into trouble a lot. He had impulse-control issues, and found himself doing things in the spur of a moment. If Justin told his parents to stop or tried to stand up for Nox, more often than not they would hit him as well. After Nox's punishment, Justin would run to comfort the shaking puppy. He would take Nox into his room, cradle him in his arms, and cry because he felt so bad for the pup. Justin's alchoholic parents would just glare and scoff at him, calling him rude names as he ran off to his room. Soon though Justin and Nox's family couldn't afford their home, and had to move. Much to Justin's dismay, they left Nox behind when they left, for now they couldn't afford to feed him either. Nox can still remember the picture of their car driving away, with Justin turned around in the backseat waving goodbye to him, tears filling his dark eyes~.
Nox had to learn how to fend for himself again. He lived in solitude, feeling himself grow more and more unhappy every day. He thought that he himself was the problem, and made an effort to change himself to how he liked to be. He figured that if he gave himself an identity, he would be happier. So he dyed his fur, and grew out his headfur. Nox was in fact happier with himself, and he liked his new look. However, what little friends he had didn't. They were quick to leave his side, calling him a "freak", "monster", and even "emo". They picked on him for being himself, because they didn't like the way his appearance had changed. It didnt occur to them at all that who he was on the inside hadn't changed one bit. But still, most of his friends abandoned him. Nox blamed himself for it, and did what he was taught happed to him when he was bad- he punished himself. He cut himself with a piece of broken barbed wire from an old fence behind his old house, and actually found that it made him feel better. Whenever he was feeling angry with himself or anyone else, he would return to the back of the house. One of his friends eventually convinced him to stop, but he didn't really want to. He was afraid that without the wire, he would have to deal with his terrible angry feelings. So he crafted a bracelet and tail-bracelet out of wire and started to wear them to remind him that the barbed wire was there if he ever needed it. Strangely enough it comforted him, and he doesn't cut himself as often.
Now Nox was a young teenager, and it was then when he fell in love for the first time. He met a beautiful girl Alaskin Klee Kai (Miniature Alaskan Husky), and they were very compatible. Nox spent a lot of time with her, and she made him feel complete. They spent their summer nights together under the stars, and Nox couldn't have been happier. He was truely in love with her, and he spent most of his time wishing that she loved him back. But suddenly and without warning, she left him for another (purebred) male. Nox's heart was shattered, and he felt unimagineable emptiness. It was as if his heart had been torn right out of him, and he couldn't stand the feeling. It was then that he decided he'd had enough. He had remembered hearing as a pup that there was a vicious pack of dogs that lived by the junkyard, and no one that had ever faced their leader has come out alive. So that was just what he did. At night he left for the junkyard, and once he was there he challenged the pack leader. The pack was hungry and skinny, and Nox knew that the leader would kill him even just for food. Just what he wanted. There wasn't even a point in Nox trying to fight back. The leader had pinned him down in two seconds, and even just one of his sharp nails made a gash in Nox's right arm. Nox spat in the leader's face, which made the incredibly large dog furious. Hunger glared in his eyes, and he bit down into Nox's throat. Suddenly a gunshot went off from a few yards away, and the pack scattered. The life was draining out of Nox fast, and the last thing he heard before falling unconcious was a pair of arms lifting him up.
When Nox woke up, he was in a dog bed in a large house with a pretty border collie looking at him from a few feet away. Her eyes widened when she saw he was awake, while Nox was still trying to figure out whether he was dead or not. When he asked the girl, she shook her head and explained to him that the owner of the junkyard had found him being attacked by the dogs, and he took him to the vet (her owner) right away. However her owner was away, so she fixed Nox up all by herself. She stitched the wounds in his neck and arm, and healed his other scratches. Nox had been asleep for a week. She was about to go on about how proud her owner was of her when Nox sat bolt upright. At first he was mad at this collie (who he learned was called Angie) for saving him. All he had wanted to do was die, and he couldn't even do that! He started to yell at the girl, but then his eyes softened. He appologized and thanked her. Over the next couple weeks they became good friends, and then Nox was back to wandering around town.
Current situation:
Nox has remained good friends with Angie, who to his delight, is a "freak" like him. She has long, flippy headhair, and her paws even glow! It's pretty obvious that Angie likes him a lot, and he cares about her too. But Nox just can't bring himself to try to love again. It breaks his heart to see her whistfully staring at him, because she knows that he'll never even give her a chance. So he told her that she'd be better off without him, and that she should maybe give her own admirers a chance- like Edur. He left and now lives on the outskirts of the town. He never goes too far though, because he always wants to know that he can go back and talk to her if he wants to. He visits Angie and his old friends every once in a while, but he can feel his depression setting in again. He thinks that his only choice is to move back, but he hasn't made a decision yet.
Silence padded throught the water of some dark forest she didnt know the name of. That dark day still haunted her mind like some annoying insect. She could still hear his yelp of pain as the bullet hit his side and his pleas that she leave him. She could still feel his blood on her and the pain in her thigh as the bullet hit her. It haunted her daily and nightly, she couldnt escape it. She could only hope that one day it would end, but that would me her death. 'If it leads to that, so be it.' she thought, then she took that next step.
My Da /Crystalines Sangie's Santuary


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