Dreamie Dashers ~♥ (Discussion Thread)

[Resin]

A few minutes ago I asked for advice from someone I really looked up to, and he confided in me that he felt this way, too. I honestly don't see the point in trying to keep up with anything anymore, if even he finds it hard to take a step each day.

It really hurts me inside when someone does something to hurt themselves, physically, but emotionally, it's all worse. I don't do anything to abuse myself in any way, I don't feel the need. But I look around and I see the way people act and the way they think. When are we going to realize that we all see the same sky, feel the same things.

I just don't understand why we feel this way. So much hurt for some so young...
y'know?

I do understand. I went through more than my fair share of that. To the point of emotional and physical self-harm. Afterwards my mindset was: You either get through it or you don't. If you do, you're stronger because of it and the pain was worth it.

[Startedraining]

A few minutes ago I asked for advice from someone I really looked up to, and he confided in me that he felt this way, too. I honestly don't see the point in trying to keep up with anything anymore, if even he finds it hard to take a step each day.

It really hurts me inside when someone does something to hurt themselves, physically, but emotionally, it's all worse. I don't do anything to abuse myself in any way, I don't feel the need. But I look around and I see the way people act and the way they think. When are we going to realize that we all see the same sky, feel the same things.

I just don't understand why we feel this way. So much hurt for some so young...
y'know?

I do understand. I went through more than my fair share of that. To the point of emotional and physical self-harm. Afterwards my mindset was: You either get through it or you don't. If you do, you're stronger because of it and the pain was worth it.

Oh, what are we to do if even our most strong-willed people find it hard to get up each morning? I wish I could give everyone a hug, and help them be happy for those who care about them.

Sadly, no one would admit to feeling so vulnerable. Humans, think we're so great huh?

*deep sigh*
I'm finding it increasingly difficult to smile every day. Something is weighing me down and I do not understand what. Do you feel this way, as well? It hurts, in your heart, makes it heavy until it hurts to breathe... That's all I feel these days. I could write books on this feeling..

And the stillness before I sleep is the worst, the moments where you feel so peaceful, when the things that scare you come back from the day and just... strangle you...


This is getting deep okay, I'll stop cx

[Resin]

Personally, I have very little sympathy for those that aren't my family. I've always been this way. It's just how I work. I don't stay up at night thinking about the sorrows of the world because I just can't make myself care.

I definitely understand the sadness that weighs you down. I've been tormented by that for years. I'm a rather somber gal even though I try my best to plaster on a happy face for the sake of my loved ones. If it wasn't for them, I'd have lost sanity a long time ago. Who knows what I would have done then?

Things do get worse at night. I can't sleep if it's quiet. When it's quiet, my mind runs free and all of the bad thoughts and feeling surface. That's the majority of the reason for my insomnia. The only way that I can manage to sleep is with a fan on. I focus on nothing but the sound and eventually I fall asleep.

[Startedraining]

It's good to see I'm not the only one.


I just, find myself caring too much for people, I feel that it will be my demise. Sooner or later I'll stop caring and the entire tree of friends that I have will just fall down.

I trust too much, no matter how many times I'm syked out, I forgive too easily, I can't keep a grude. Some times this is a good thing, but other times I feel it's more of a hinderance than a ray of sunshine.

I need to sleep in complete darkness. If not, I see things, literally. I remember things and it's just completely awful. So the door stays shut, the hall way lights are off, and the television is on so I can hear what isn't real. It helps.
Sometimes I read, too, until I sleep... but not often, only when I'm sick. :u

[Resin]

Such is the curse of overactive minds, eh? (:

[Startedraining]

Yeah ;u;

But on a better note, I got cake :3

[northern downpour ;;]

It's good to see I'm not the only one.


I just, find myself caring too much for people, I feel that it will be my demise. Sooner or later I'll stop caring and the entire tree of friends that I have will just fall down.

I trust too much, no matter how many times I'm syked out, I forgive too easily, I can't keep a grude. Some times this is a good thing, but other times I feel it's more of a hinderance than a ray of sunshine.

I need to sleep in complete darkness. If not, I see things, literally. I remember things and it's just completely awful. So the door stays shut, the hall way lights are off, and the television is on so I can hear what isn't real. It helps.
Sometimes I read, too, until I sleep... but not often, only when I'm sick. :u

Caring too much for people. Not caring for people. Resin, you MAY be E/INJT, and Sempter, you may be E/ISFP.
(I have no idea why I'm mentioning this, I guess I'm hoping to help you guys or something)

[Resin]

I get cake on Sunday, but I'm most looking forward to the ice cream.

E/INJT? -Tilts head-

[Startedraining]

It's good to see I'm not the only one.


I just, find myself caring too much for people, I feel that it will be my demise. Sooner or later I'll stop caring and the entire tree of friends that I have will just fall down.

I trust too much, no matter how many times I'm syked out, I forgive too easily, I can't keep a grude. Some times this is a good thing, but other times I feel it's more of a hinderance than a ray of sunshine.

I need to sleep in complete darkness. If not, I see things, literally. I remember things and it's just completely awful. So the door stays shut, the hall way lights are off, and the television is on so I can hear what isn't real. It helps.
Sometimes I read, too, until I sleep... but not often, only when I'm sick. :u

Caring too much for people. Not caring for people. Resin, you MAY be E/INJT, and Sempter, you may be E/ISFP.
(I have no idea why I'm mentioning this, I guess I'm hoping to help you guys or something)

My mum tells me it's because something happened when I was younger.
I don't remember it, and she never told me, so pfft I'm in the dark about everything.

[northern downpour ;;]

(@ Resin since I was NINJA'D *glares*)((I'm not actually mad XD))
Either INJT, or ENJT. It's a personality type. Extrovert/Introvert, something I forgot/Sensing, Judging/Feeling, and Thinking/Perceiving. I think that's how they go, anyway. There's a test you can take to see which one you are, but it's kinda confusing and long.