Good, maybe I'm not crazy. XD
It's the blood bay. I want to pack him up, drag him out of the Internet and shower him with attention and all of the happy things. So my little ritual is in full effect while I wait, twisting my poor little mutilated heart as I sit... pretty much in vigil. XD
I sound so crazy. But really, it's either that or use of terms like "creeping" and "stalking", neither of which effectively convey the whole... adoration... bit. :B



























