Sorrel~Shinigami wrote:I kept walking on it because I refuse to let anybody know that I can actually feel pain. To put it simply. I once let some one press a piece of sharp metal into the top of my hand for nearly three minuets just to prove that pain won't ever affect me e3e it hurt , like hell actually they were pressing as hard as they could , actually it started to bleed when they finally removed the metal -shrug- I proved my point then , I just want people to understand that I am stronger and in more control of my feelings than them. c:
Um no it didn't start throbbing , it probally would have if I had stopped walking , but yeah , and my vision , I couldn't really tell because I was blinking back any tears before they could fall , but after that no nothing was wrong with my vision why .u.
I was just curious cause of when it happened to me... Idk... what felt like at least 5 min but was probably only 1 at the most I just couldn't see right... like... first everything was black, and then it was like a black and white picture, and then everything was tainted red and it kept switching... I dunno the whole time everything was also going from burning to freezing and numb and tingling and it hurt... it was weird. I didn't cry though... I guess I was just more curious if anyone would know what I mean, cause when I tried to explain it to my parents they're like "What the heck are you talking about?"
Kaycee Sohma wrote:I can control my feelings pretty well, too. Like last night...my sister found the licorice and whipped me with it. IT HURT DONT JUDGE. xD And then there was the time I got pushed down on the ice and hit my head on a big rock at school....but that's a long story. "You okay little girl?" -.-
I enjoy pain. I used to(STill do, lol) poke myself with push-pins/thumb-tacs.....and stick them under the skin on my thumb a little bit, and see how long they stay there, lol.
Now if we were talking about emotions...I'm good at hiding those too. Just ask my dead grandma. x3
Not saying I really
enjoy pain... but I don't actually mind it really. I used to do that same thing with the pins except I used safety-pins XD Yes, irony. Scared the heck out of my sister doing that one time XD Then again... I guess it would be a bit disturbing to see someone with a bunch of safety pins stuck through their finger(s) and then start laughing at you.... <.< And now you all know my scary side.
Yeah, I dunno if I'm exactly "good at hiding feelings" though. Whenever I'm sad and don't want anyone to know I usually just have to pretend to be angry cause I can't get myself to smile. Like when I fell up the stairs (how does that even happen?) And everyone in my family comes rushing over (my mom had recently fallen and sprained her ankle on the stairs) "Omg are you alright? D:" "I'm fine sheesh! I just fell in the stairs! I didn't even fall
down the stairs!" "But are you hurt or something? D:" "(why ask that?! It's hardwood and I couldn't catch myself, it's bound to hurt at least a little >.<) You guys... I'm fine, just let me go put this stuff away okay? I'm not going to die from it or anything... I'll get a bruise at the most! >.<" People annoy me when I get hurt and they have to ask if I'm okay. I dunno why. It's just reallllly annoying.
Haha, maybe I'll eventually look at the RP XD