Spiritualists Club

[RedInkedWolf323]

No problem, my friend. Believe me, after dealing with Royal, I am sure I can take any rage bursts

*Paces* I think I may have a heart attack soon. No f-ing sign of Flare!

I'll keep an eye out for Flare if I ever get back to the SW! This is getting pretty bad, but we will DEFINATELY get Flare back. Everyone will look for him right? Don't feel hopeless yet!

[RedInkedWolf323]

Yes, but.. I kinda have a different story.. you see. Over the years, in real life, not online, some people have been really mean and jerks to me. They went so far as to LITERALLY taking away my emotions. (Don't doubt this, it is possible) and with each of them, I created another barrier for GBE to guard and keep them away. And now, I have more doors than I can recall counting, and am hardly effected, even by the death of a loved one, anymore.
With a spirit and instinct like that, all those doors, Good, Bad, Evil and personal problems with insanity to deal with, I'm going to need a lot of help. And I'd very much like it from someone extremely, or for the most part, knowledgeable about it to help me through. I hope to unlock myself and find out who I truly am BEFORE the Disaster.

Wow...that is absolutely horrible. If I were friend out of this, I would be beating up all those people...sorry, i'm just that kind of person who cannot tolerate things like that to my friends. And, sadly, I don't doubt you (sadly, because I wish that didn't happen). Wow, I don't know if I could stand the death of a loved one. I have not experienced much death...except my Uncle Bob, and my older sister's best friend's mother. Also, what do you mean by doors? And I don't know how much help I can be, seeing as how dumb I am about this all, but I would love to help you in any way I can ^^. And what do you mean by 'unlock yourself'? (See? I don't know anything yet ^~^;)

[troblsomtwins829]

(@Oliveleaf(1)) When I went to the SW to try and find out if I had any marks, Royal mentioned that my habit of drawing a scar on one side of my face had something to do with it. So I went, and it turns out I have TWO scars over my left eye, I also saw Terrn in tehre, so I was pretty freaked about that (he was in the glass, but I thought he was right behind me >.< I'm freaked to go back!!)

(@Oliveleaf(2) Out of all of those people, and the total list of emotions a person is able to feel, I only have two left, and the smallest hint of happiness. (The two emotions being Sadness and Hatred) If I lose either of those left, then who knows what'll happen. ^^U I understand your willingness, but from what I've seen of the people and bullies nowadays, I think I'd be better off just by going my normal route of glaring and scaring them silly with y creative sentences. (Evil helps a little)
We'll learn it all together ^^ the four who are here and whomever else joins.
By "Unlock myself" I mean to open those doors. I don't know how to open them because they've been closed for so long. and only my closest friend got close enough. but then, I had a future dream. and, soppy story short, I closed a gate where he stands and shut the rest as fast as I could (which took abut two days) I don't know who I really am anymore, I used to express it with myself all the time, keeping it close, yet trying to share it with others. But (like quote above) They took away something from me. Alon with it, broke my heart again and again into pieces. ^^U By opening those doors, those pieces may very well come back together again.

One can only hope
(>.< My gosh.. now I feel EMBARRASSED for sharing this with you guys!!)

[RedInkedWolf323]

(@Oliveleaf(1)) When I went to the SW to try and find out if I had any marks, Royal mentioned that my habit of drawing a scar on one side of my face had something to do with it. So I went, and it turns out I have TWO scars over my left eye, I also saw Terrn in tehre, so I was pretty freaked about that (he was in the glass, but I thought he was right behind me >.< I'm freaked to go back!!)

(@Oliveleaf(2) Out of all of those people, and the total list of emotions a person is able to feel, I only have two left, and the smallest hint of happiness. (The two emotions being Sadness and Hatred) If I lose either of those left, then who knows what'll happen. ^^U I understand your willingness, but from what I've seen of the people and bullies nowadays, I think I'd be better off just by going my normal route of glaring and scaring them silly with y creative sentences. (Evil helps a little)
We'll learn it all together ^^ the four who are here and whomever else joins.
By "Unlock myself" I mean to open those doors. I don't know how to open them because they've been closed for so long. and only my closest friend got close enough. but then, I had a future dream. and, soppy story short, I closed a gate where he stands and shut the rest as fast as I could (which took abut two days) I don't know who I really am anymore, I used to express it with myself all the time, keeping it close, yet trying to share it with others. But (like quote above) They took away something from me. Alon with it, broke my heart again and again into pieces. ^^U By opening those doors, those pieces may very well come back together again.

One can only hope
(>.< My gosh.. now I feel EMBARRASSED for sharing this with you guys!!)

1) Oh yeah! I saw that (just for a bit though, since I was in a hurry then). Wow! Nice, everyone is special, and you even have something rare, cool
2) Heh, I like scaring those people too (especially since i'm short, I like glaring up at people and sometime's they just back away. And whenever I don't I usually get questions like, "Oh! Are you in 6th grade?" "Are you new here?" (and i'm in 8th grade, going into 9th). But I am a person very full of emotions that usually hard for me to hold back (thats why i'm also very violent. Ask any one of my friends out of CS [like Dragon and Royal], they will confirm that ^^ and like its been said before about me "evil comes in small packages"...pff...curse my height...) and thanks, I have plenty to learn, and this is something i'm eager to learn about .
Wow! That sounds cool, and i'm sure I still have to do that about myself too. I don't think there is any way to open them with ease, so let's help each other in any way we can. That is an intersting dream, and broken things can be mended. Like I told my friend Royal, don't be afraid to come to your friends. Whether on here or not ^^ at least i'll listen, if no one else does ^^ (sorry, I know I may also sound a bit arrogant, I just feel more free on here to speak what I think), I just...like to help anyone as much as possible . Lets get through all this together!

Don't feel embarassed! I wish I was able to talk to everyone like you can, and share things like that. I can be very reserved, because usually I think that no one would want to know what I have to say, that's how my sisters treat me anyway. But either way, I wish I was like you in that way ^u^

[troblsomtwins829]

(1) I don't know.. Dragon (Or someone else, can't remember who) said it sounded more like one whole mark.
(2)That's good to hear I look forward to sharing more with you guys

^^U I've been told by all my literary teachers that I have a gift with words. So I guess it comes (as they put it) Naturally to write in such a way that expresses my emotions better than most books. The trouble most times is finding the right words that express them the way I have to portray. I, too find it easier to share online that real life, but then again, it always takes longer to trust people online.

Since I know this will get off topic very soon, we should carry it over to PM ^^U

[RedInkedWolf323]

Only if you wish to continue talking about it if you feel comfortable about it and want to, sure ^^ now on here, lets continue on topic then
So, Royal, you gave me a stone. What kind is it? And what can I do with it? Also, how exactly do I use it. I...think I used it before...in a way that may be something I can't exactly say...

[troblsomtwins829]

(I don't mind )

Is there anything about it that seems unusual or "Odd" about it? (For lack of a better word)

[DragonLoverHere]

Yes, it is one mark. Close vicinity says so. if it were different or un-matching each other, say a tattoo and scar or completely different locations, then it would be two.

*purr of amusement* No need to be embarrassed! xD

So, in terms of the scar meanings. Typically, they mean complete life effect, and the position, your eye, is indicating a mind view change. But, I suppose they could also indicate future career, even if you haven't discovered it yet, more likely warrior or assassin. Marks can also show personality, though, and things you learn about yourself. Like, I still have to explore myself to expand that mark. Really, marks are your extent of knowing yourself.

[RedInkedWolf323]

(I don't mind )

Is there anything about it that seems unusual or "Odd" about it? (For lack of a better word)

Umm...well it's a small pure white stone.

Yes, it is one mark. Close vicinity says so. if it were different or un-matching each other, say a tattoo and scar or completely different locations, then it would be two.

*purr of amusement* No need to be embarrassed! xD

So, in terms of the scar meanings. Typically, they mean complete life effect, and the position, your eye, is indicating a mind view change. But, I suppose they could also indicate future career, even if you haven't discovered it yet, more likely warrior or assassin. Marks can also show personality, though, and things you learn about yourself. Like, I still have to explore myself to expand that mark. Really, marks are your extent of knowing yourself.

Oliver has a sort-of-tattoo, I mean, in my book, its supposed to represent a curse, so I assume its the same for "him/me". And his extends from above his right eye, down his right arm to kind of deform it. (It would remind you of Allen Walker in D-Gray Man [an anime, if you've seen it] and I know you have Royal). And so far, its not a curse that can be broken since it is a deep part of him.

[troblsomtwins829]

I see... I guess that would make sense...

(*fangirl sigh* Allen-san~ =w= Tim-chan~~~)
That sounds odd, yet cool at the same time MAN!! I wanna learn more!