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by Jιηx » Wed Jul 13, 2016 7:58 am
Lyndseynice wrote:Okay so my friend has never listened to TØP and whenever I want her to get into something she'll respond with "I'll be the hard costumer." By that I mean she will be very sceptical and criticizing. Her requirements are 2 powerful deep songs by them. Any suggestions?
addict with a pen, maybe? i thin isle of flightless birds would be a good one, or a car a torch a death. friend please is a good one, or lovely. if you want something more recent, i'd think we don't believe what's on tv, doubt, semi automatic, forest, or not today.
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by FoxtheLlama » Wed Jul 13, 2016 10:36 pm
@BlurryCatAw man that sucks! I hope you'll feel better soon enough.
I am bad at cheering people up in these situations so I'm just going to stop here before I say something stupid.
Anyway I just really hope you feel a bit better by now.
@yesterdayYou know what else is sick?
The concept of that drawing.
And the whole thing in general.
Seriously though, it's rad. I love it.
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I thought of drawing fanart for tøp a few times now but I never really sat down to do anything, I'm even scared of picking up the darn pencil. It's not the lack of inspiration, just the lack of confidence. It's just me doubting my ability to create in general, me being afraid of what I would think about what I drew. I'm afraid of thinking it's not "good enough". I draw almost everyday and I am never insecure about my art, unless I am drawing it for someone else. I hate this so much. I'd love to be able to watch this thought die, burn in a fire.
I'm sorry for ranting about my, literally, tiny problems, I promise this won't happen often, hah. I just hoped that venting a bit about this would help me calm down. Sorry.Moving on to a somewhat 'brighter' conversation: I don't know if any of you noticed, but Tyler posted these two images on twitter: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CnM57ZOVMAAk447.jpg ; https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CnM6nncUIAA3sEc.jpg
I don't know about you, but I can barely tell the difference between them.
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by yesterday. » Thu Jul 14, 2016 5:26 am
@urie.;;
ah, thanks fren!
@foxthellama;;
thank you!!!
i actually feel like that a lot too. in fact I think this is the first time i have drawn anything in like months. my art is something I have always been insecure about, and so I don't get to do it often, even though I really enjoy it. I only ever really feel good about the things I make when they are tøp related for some reason. but doing any normal art is just like super depressing for me for whatever reason. I guess because like you said, I feel like it isn't good enough or something. and then to make things worse my mom always comes in my room and stares at whatever art I have pinned up on my wall, then says something stupid like "every time I come in here I learn more about you" like ?? please dONT. anyway, i guess we all kind of have our own blurryface in some way or another. I wish you luck in defeating yours!
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by FoxtheLlama » Thu Jul 14, 2016 9:30 am
@yesterday
Anytime, bud!
When I saw you replied to my little vent I swear I thought you were going to be against me or that I messed it up in some way. I'm kinda glad it was just me being stupid haha.
My parents never saw my art and I'm honestly glad about that because I draw scenes like a white rabbit, missing a leg, running away from a two-headed dog (which, to me, means something along the lines of an innocent mind trying to run away from a twisted, perverted mind)
Cheese E, amirite? *Baduntss*
(I accidentally made a pun combo with my typo. I'm keeping that there)
My art is often depressing so I don't have to be. It's pain turned into some kind of dark, twisted but beautiful thing. It's my heart on paper, how one of my friends would say. Maybe if you look at it that way it'll make you understand it a bit better and hopefully make you want to try it out more? Maybe sharing your work with someone might help raise your confidence too.
And you know what?
I will force myself out of my little cage by drawing tøp fanart tomorrow and I'll share it here. I'm really confident about this for now and I know I'll "deflate" when I wake up tomorrow and see what I wrote but for the first time in forever I don't care.
Heck, I won't let my blurryface take over my life.
(It's really late here, I'll sure as hell regret this in the morning. This'll be fun. Thanks for unintentionally giving me this idea by simply wishing me good luck! I owe you.)
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by Jιηx » Thu Jul 14, 2016 10:09 am
@yesterday @fox
okay you guys are making me so ridiculously happy right now. like, it's so freaking dumb of me but im smiling like a lunatic because this is what the clique is about. it's about teaming up to face our demons, being supportive, being honest and really i feel like that's something the clique has been missing lately. there's been so much fighting about soft vs hard clique, about fake fans or old fans and about new music and opinions and honestly everything and you guys just reminded me why i love being in this fandom and fox i can't wait to see what amazing things you create!!!!!!!! yes i'm sorry this was a lame ramble but you just made me really happy.
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