- My life couldn't be worst right now. Family, friends, school.... I want to run away, to disappear and never look back . I want to fade away, I know its dramatic but I just want to burst into tears. I really just want someone to be there for me.
I had great friends and I really miss them but something must off happened, I don't know what I did and I don't know how to change it I am so tiered of crying, now tell me its all my fault, I did everything, maybe if I changed who I am.I am always getting left out for t hings I can't change.
Look , I'm sorry my hearings not perfect, I'm sorry I'm not pretty and skinny and perfect, I sorry I'm not what you all want me to be but I am tired of being pushed around, I am always the one that has to say sorry. Half the time I am just trying to help! People get mad at me and don't have the courage to say why , well they just won't and it makes me want to rip my hair out and some times I do I have ripped huge clumps out. I hate being left out, some times I want to die. My friend dropped me for someone that is probably better and showed them everything they showed me and I can't do anything about it!
I hate being me !
