Wandering through the darkness...
Alone...Afraid....Tired of running.
It wasn't like this before, with the love in the air,
The beauty of it all...now gone...as I wander...
Searching for a reason, a reason to be. A reason to fight!
....But I cannot...for I have lost the chance to make things right.
To make things better. I have gone from my life. But maybe...just maybe....
Somebody's love will guide me to a new one.
Just in a dark mood.
He ain't a ghost....just feels like one. I have before. My friends have betrayed me, left me to be with others, always telling me what is wrong with me. As if I didn't know...as if I wasn't trying to fix it. Stuff like, "You're so anirexic!", "You're way too nice. Be tougher. Stop being so distant!" "Why don't you do everything we do?"(LOL NOT anirexic, btw, just have a high metabolism and I can't stand eating huge meals....disgusts me. I eat junk food all day, waiting to gain wait. )
