I dunno. I just don't know. Honestly.
I guess I just feel like I need someone/something through which to express myself. Many do this through writing. I do that. Doesn't feel complete enough. And so I try to create a character I can show myself as. Star isn't really... I don't think she's my real feathersona design, something about her isn't right. I'm trying to find a design to work as my fursona, but I just don't know if it's going to work.
I've tried cats, birds, multiple dog designs, a rat. I even tried a doe. Nothing.
Nothing that really sparks as myself. For now, let's just call this one my fursona design. She's simple, original, unique... and nameless.
*facedesk* Oh my first world problems.
EDIT: I think this might work, actually. I AM like this girl here.
I am a husky mix because, at times, I can be unpredictable and wild. Her pointed ears are my alertness, my peculiar ability to observe and yet be surprised by the strangest things. The curled tail is me keeping to myself, not minding when I have to be on my own.
I am usually pretty chill and subtle, like the black fur. Her pink collar represents my girly side, which is always here, just not very... sudden. Her two colors of speckles also have meaning: red stands for my strength, and white stands for my determination. The long red scar on her right foreleg can be depicted as my willpower, hesitation in giving up. She's not a huge wolf, just small, with long legs.
There is only one thing that we have in common physically for real, though. Our eye color, blue-green.

