(1x1 RP) Rena502388 & horses_r_fun_says_i

[ariel.]

"Thanks," Taylor replied with a small sigh before he sat down, rubbing his wrist slightly. He blinked slightly and glanced towards her as she asked her question. "I don't really know.. I suppose he kind of deserved it. Besides what he did to you isn't fair, not even the slightest. I mean you didn't deserve that.. you could still be human fresh and alive." He said shrugging slightly, "Why do you ask?"

Lydia smiled slightly as she reached her destination, although she glanced around and sniffed the air to make sure there would be no humans near by. She had a bit of control on her thirst, but she didn't want to take and chances. She began to walk through the graves, reading out each name that was engraved on the stone as she passed it. Stopping at one gravestone, she sat down in front if it. Reading over the name, Deborah Mitchell, likely her mother. Smiling again she began to talk in a low voice, as if she was having a small conversation with her mom.

[PrimordialNyx]

Amber looked a little embarrassed for a minute. "I just wanted to see... if you cared or not." she murmured. "Most people don't. No one's ever stood up for me before." she muttered, looking over at him nervously. "If I was a human... hmmm." she mused. "I like it better this way... as a vampire. If I was alive, most likely I would be taking my life soon anyway. I was starting to plan it before..." she trailed off. She slowly pulled her back away from the tree and started to steady herself. It seemed like the world was spinning still...

Damon growled quietly and started to tear strips of bark off the tree he was in. He had wanted to be able to talk to Lydia. He had been on his own for quite awhile. For the three weeks after he had changed Amber and the few years before that.

[Writer's block ]

[ariel.]

[[Hi, I just wanted to let you know I haven't ditched the RP I was just really sick over the weekend. I might be able to post later today, or I might just use today to recover and relax.]]

[ariel.]

"Why wouldn't I?" Taylor asked, "It's the right thing to do." He pointed out. "Besides it didn't seem like the other chick was going to do anything for you." He said with a small sigh. "Well, you should have gotten help then. I mean you had a future then you could have done good.. Beside being a vampire sucks, all we do is kill people. And from what I heard we can't love another vampire, apprently all we would end up using the other vampire for is for sex. But we can love humans, what's the point though? Either we kill them, or outlive them."

Lydia sighed turning so her back rested against her mother's grave, he hung out with others a lot bit most of her time was spent in the graveyard with her family, she basically considered it home. Sighing again she looked upwards slightly wishing to be human again, just slightly. We get good looks.. awesome strength, hearing, and sight. We're also immortal, and can get away with almost anything. I'll stick with being a vampire she thought.

[PrimordialNyx]

Amber looked at him thoughtfully. "You will find a mate eventually... sometimes it just takes awhile for the right vampire to come around. Most live on their own..." she thought out loud, looking up at the sky longingly. "And gotten help from who? There was no one that would help me. I'd been locked up in an orphanage since I was an infant. No one wanted me... and no one ever will." she mumbled to herself as she watched the sky. She didn't know why but... she'd been wishing to feel the rain on her skin recently... she loved the rain.

Damon sighed and jumped down from the tree he was in, listening curiously to forest around him. He didn't know where Lydia had gone... he was headed to the graveyard though. To pay his respects to his family. It didn't take him long to get there and he saw Lydia, glancing at her sadly. She was probably still mad at him... "It appears we both wanted to visit our family today." he murmured. He walked a little way down the row and then to the row in front of it, seeing his father, mother, and sister's grave stones. He knelt down in front of them and traced his fingers over the inscription on his sister's tombstone. It read:

"I'll miss you with all my heart,
when you left you tore me apart,
I fear I wont see you again,
I doubt the angels will let me in.

Love, Damon."

The message had been hand-carved with a chisel... it was nothing fancy. He just wished his sister would have known how much he loved her. Now she'd probably never know...

[ariel.]

"Yeah but.." Taylor paused as if to think slightly, "But I don't want to wait like.. a hundred years. It's a lot easier in high school." He said frowning slightly. "Besides vampires can't have kids, not that I want any.. but you know. They can't adopt either because the baby will be.. human." He pointed out shrugging slightly. "Well.. I don't know. You could have done what those goofy commercials say and just reach out." He suggested, "Come on you matter to people.. even if it's not in a good way like wanting your blood. You still mattered to that someone.." He shrugged not wanting to say Damon's name in case he'd upset her. "Besides I'm your friend.. right? I mean I think, I don't know you that well yet."

"I sorry I didn't stay mom, when I ran.. It should have of just been me, you and Harry didn't deserve that." Lydia said in a quiet voice, she squeezed her eyes shut before she opened them again. "But knowing you.. you'd rather have me celebrate your lives than mourn your death." She said with a sighed slowly standing and turning to look over the graves again. Her head suddenly snapped up when she caught Damon's scent, she focused on him she was momentarily confused when he knelt down in front of a grave, although she suddenly caught on guessing he was visiting family also.

[PrimordialNyx]

Amber looked at him sadly. "I don't know why you bother." she sighed. "You wont have to wait long... for a mate." she murmured. She traced her fingers absently across the scars on her necks and then looked at the ground. "I know he just wanted me for my blood but... he could have picked anyone. That doesn't make me special." she muttered. Then she looked up at him curiously. "In high school.... did you ever meet a girl you liked?" she asked gently.

Damon sighed and bit down softly on his finger until he drew blood. He touched the side of her gravestone with his finger gently. It was his way of leaving a mark for her. To remind himself that he had visited as well. He glanced over at Lydia, his eyes sad. "Who are you visiting?" he asked, his voice husky with sadness.

[ariel.]

"I bother because I care, maybe I want to be friends." Taylor said with a small sigh, glancing towards her with a shrug. "You don't know that though, maybe I will have to. Have you read those vampire books? So many vampires in them wait decades for a mate, it would get boring living alone." He responded. "My point is you still mattered," Taylor replied. "I did kind of, she was quiet though.. and didn't date."

Lydia looked away from Damon, before glancing back momentarily. Her eyes were sad, but it seemed almost hidden. It was almost as if she wanted to keep her emotions hidden and shut away, like she wanted to appear stronger than she truly was. "My mom, and brother." She responded looking back down at the graves, "You?"

[PrimordialNyx]

Amber looked over at him curiously. "That's cute..." she smiled a little. "What was her name?" she asked curiously. She had always thought it was cute when a guy had a crush on a girl rather than the other way around. Girls ALWAYS had crushes on guys but it seemed like something rare when a guy liked a girl. She twirled her fingers through her blonde hair absentmindedly as she looked up at the sky again.

Damon looked sad and then eventually removed his eyes from her face. He hated it when people saw him all depressed. "My little sister..." he murmured. "She was everything to me..." he sighed, biting his lip slightly. His eyes were black as he studied the ground, not wanting to look up.

[ariel.]

"Cute?" asked Taylor, smirking slightly in reply. "Candice," He answered sighing slightly. "She moved though, and that really sucked. I don't normally go for girls like her, but I suppose I did." He added shrugging slightly.

Lydia sighed nodding slightly, "I know how you feel." She responded. "I mean everything thinks that they'll never loose their family, that they'll be there forever. Then they're not.. and it's hard to accept."

[[Sorry, writers block =\]]