The Search Has Begun~Demon/Fallen Angel~Semi Lit Accepting

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Loki stared at her as she started to cry, he stayed as still as a statue, resisting the urge to wince, no matter how old he was, he was sure he'd never be able to deal or comfort women when they where crying. Once she stopped he sighed and shrugged, "It was my own mistakes that kept me from being up there" he said quietly, "If I'd never listened to another angel, then this wouldn;t of happened" he explained quietly, "But there's nothing I can really do about it now" he said, his voice surprisingly calm, "I learned to deal with it a while ago" he said, memories from that day resurfacing. "I was lucky, I think, they where going to take away my wings.."

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"That's horrid, no angel should ever have to go through what you went through, anyway I am glad that you take it for what it is, if it was a lady angel in that situation, things would be very different, we are terrible at dealing with problems, we just cry like i did then" Charlie said more calmly than her last outburst,"I can't believe that they might have taken your wings, that is almost worse than just plainly murdering an angel" Charlie said disgusted.

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Loki nodded and shrugged, maintaining his stiff position, "I barely got away with it" he said quietly, "Luckily only a few voted for taking y wings, the rest voted against" he murmered, he felt a small pang of sadness, but quickly dismissed it. "There's not much point dwelling on the past though, it tends to get in the way of the present" he said, sitting back down on the carpet again, his legs folded, his arms now resting lightly on his knees.

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"Yep, do you want anything to eat or drink or anything or are you ok?" Charlie asked concerned. She didn't know what to say now, she was quite speechless so she just asked normal things. Charlie suddenly wondered where the book was now, there had been hardly any recent sightings.

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Loki thought for a second, "Would some water be okay?" he asked quietly, turning his head to look out of the window, trying to hide his facial expression as he watched the clouds. He let out a small sigh, I wonder where the book is now he thought, if I could get it, it might allow my re-entry into heaven.. Loki immediately scolded himself, You've thought that before, simply thinking about things won't help, you actually have to do it! But I wouldn't know where to begin.. he soon lost himself in his thoughts.

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Charlie didn't bother to say sure. She knew Loki wasn't listening. She got a glass and poured out some cold water from the fridge, she handed it to Loki. Charlie kept thinking about the book, if two angels were working together to look for it surely it might be found quicker and then both of them would be allowed back into heaven. Charlie thought it an irresistible prospect but then remembered how the people in heaven had been mean to both her and Loki. She accidentally said out loud, "And nothing can change how they treated us" She put her hands over her mouth, she had meant to think that, not actually say it, aah well, too late now she thought.

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Loki lifted his hand and wordlessly took the glass gently from her. His head snapped up to look at her once she spoke, a unreadable expression on his face. He tilted his head a little bit to the side, sometimes he acted more fox than angel, an unfortunate habbit he'd picked up from his many years of staying a fox. "What?" he asked quietly, he'd only been half listening.

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"Well...I was just... just thinking that...if we worked together to find the book then we'd get it quicker and we could both go to heaven. But then I thought why would either of us really want to go back there if they can't even welcome us for who we are now" Charlie said all in a rush, she had needed to say this for some time but never had had the courage to express her dislike for heaven. She didn't hateheaven she just was annoyed that tehy were such judgemental people.

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Loki listened for a second, "It seems like a logical solution..." he said thinking. "It would be easier if there where two of us looking, that way we could cover more ground in a quicker amount of time" he said, his eyes beginning to light up. He remembered the last part of her sentnence, "Yes.. but surely you miss being up there, away from these humans and their foolish habbits? Up there, where we can actually fly without worrying about scaring one of the poor little humans?" His last words tainted with sarcasm.

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"Well sure I do but don't you think it is a bit mean that they will only let us back in with the book when we didn't even ask to be sent down here in the first place. And you, every day that you are up there you will be looked upon kindly but not because they like you but because you got the book. Wouldn't you rather spend your life somewhere with someone who respects you for who you are not what you gave them?" Charlie said thoughtfully.
((Gtg to bed see ya!))