by Esperanta » Mon Nov 23, 2009 9:28 pm
((I'm sorry I've only posted, like, four times in this RP! I really think it has potential to grow into something really good, but I just haven't had any time to post because of all that's happening. I'm probably going to start to cry, but I feel like telling you guys what has recently happened. My hamster, Lilly (named after my step-grandma, Liliane), who I've had for almost three years, is going to die. I came home from a play that we had went to and took her out of her cage. There was blood all around her tail area and I told my mom who sprayed bactine onto a q-tip and rubbed a little bit onto the blood (after Lilly had licked allot of it off). We thought she would be fine, but after I got home from youth group I took her out again and held her. When I put her away there was a huge blood stain on my shirt from her. I realized that she was probably sick and was going to die very soon. Then tonight, after me and my sister finished the dishes (it took us till 3 in the morning!), I found Lilly sleeping underneath her water bottle and took her out. She didn't move much and there was more blood. Plus she was colder than usual. My sister and me said we loved her and each held her before putting her back. Then we talked for a long time about her dying and about a friend of my cousin's that had a little girl drown in a pool. We also said that "she's not going to die, she's just moving away and leaving her body behind" which made us laugh a little and helped us feel better. *wipes away tears* So, back to the point. I'm going to sort of 'restart' this RP. I'm going to make a new topic for it and post what major things have happened.))

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