by kia. » Sun Feb 28, 2016 4:18 pm
"But he's a total jerk at school! He hangs out with the jocks and the guys that are involved in horrible things, yet he can make the people that absolutely despise him laugh and... maybe even want to be around him!" Cambria cried as she stood up, slamming her hands down on the table. "I don't understand him at all! He runs with the crowd that is most hated at school, yet... he seems to be welcome to any clique that he wishes to hang out with. There are people that would love to see him in pieces, but somehow he can make those people laugh and literally fight to be by his side for projects." She frowned, shaking her head. "I don't get him at all!"
"Coding can hold it's secrets, Cambria. There is an assortment of coding put into us all that are mainly fillers that help balance out everything. We would never truly know why this is unless we deciphered every last line of his coding, which.. could never be accomplished." Pixal shook her head. "Why is it such a big deal to you? You seem to be able to do the exact same thing."
"But... I don't really have enemies at school. My enemies are his friends and the guys within the crowd he rolls with, and even they don't.. hate me. Kendal wouldn't tolerate if his friends and I were having a silent war." Cambria shook her head. "I.. Don't have the same effect on people. I.. I just can't comprehend my capabilities then compare them to his and thing myself higher."
"You do know that this shouldn't have anything to do with superiority?" Pixal frowned slightly. "You shouldn't constantly be worried that you are 'better' than your brothers. You truly couldn't do that unless you all went on the same pathways, to the same exact jobs with the same exact traits and such. Otherwise, comparing yourself to someone is pointless. Yeah, I could say that I hold a bit of venom toward my brother Spencer, but what's the point? I used to hold his job, and now I'm here, married and raising kids. In my opinion, what could be better than this? What could be better than what I have now? Why waste your time trying to top someone than supporting them and those around you?"
"I can think of a list of things you'd want besides this." Cambria folded her arms.
"Want, Cambria. Not need." Pixal shook her head.
"You wanted a family. You didn't need one. You wanted a different job. You didn't need one." Cambria snorted. "I'm sure you'd want a billion other things than to be standing here right now arguing with your daughter. I'm sure you'd love to be on a cruise ship somewhere with the man of your dreams, not a care in the world, not worrying about whether or not you'd have money, or whether or not one of your kids is gonna do something stupid and get hurt.. I'm sure you'd just love to have all that, hm?"
"Cambria.." Pixal looked at her, a slight grin across her face. "I do have the man of my dreams, right here.." She glanced back at Zane. "And where's the fun in life if I don't need to be running around making sure you all stay in one piece? I pursued what I wanted, what I needed from life, and I have it all right here. An amazing family, and a simple, cozy life. Yes, some of those fancier things could be nice, but where is the excitement in life after you get them? Sure, you may need to fight a bit to keep it, but truly? Look at Kendal, he works and puts his heart into his music to keep Chrome running in the best condition. I think what would help you understand things better is if you had something to work for. If you had something you had to fight to get true ownership of."
Cole laughed. "Oh trust me. If it's legos, then I'm used to it. Emerald was a bit of a troublemaker. My feet look like I'd walked through razor blades." he shook his head, sitting down. "Now it's mainly me telling him to pick up his clothes."
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