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【kamiki novime】
【golf club kind】
【7.85//17 years】
【olive blood】
soul mate - none yet
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I'm kind and affectionate, but thats normally suppressed
by my initial shyness.Any time I am hurt I keep silent,
I don't show my emotions easily. I can act irrationally
when I try to cover up what I am feeling. I like to keep
control of my surroundings, and keep my weaknesses
quiet. I love encouragement for, I seem my efforts aren't
good enough most of the time. Alot of the time I obsesses
with what hasnt happened yet. I like having a few closer
friends compared to many. My secret desire is to be admired
by my friends and family, and I work hard for my goal to
be accomplished. I am loud and clear to what I like and dislike,
but I become submissive to things like love and children. I
am ambitious, but I get times of melancholy who take me to
dark corners....I act quiet weak, but I take the element of
surprise when It comes to my strengths. I keep a certain
distance from my friends and family, which means I attract
people who don't understand me a lot of the time. When I am
in love I can be the warmest affectionate partner you could want.
I tend to 'turn on' easily and strive for love. It takes a long time to
find someone who I love and trust because I want to know exactly
what I am getting into. Once you find your way into my heart you
will always hold a special spot.I hate being teased in front of people,
being useless and being told I cant do something. I expect more
from myself then others do, so I work much harder then I need to. I
suffer from depressive moods sometimes, taking myself to darker
thoughts. I am more of a "show me" rather than "tell me" I value
deeds and actions and will go great lengths to show my affection
this way.I love feeling dominate and submissive (to my lover) and
have a knack for playing both sides evenly. I take love quiet seriously.
I have no problem being alone and when I cry, its due to built up
emotions. I always remember every compliment and insult I ever get,
replaying it in my mind. I tend to feel alone die to the walls I build in
order to protect myself. I tend to do this due to my aloofness and fear
of being hurt.