|We Are the Outcasts|An NBC heroes role-play|Accepting again

[Spock and Kirk]

~Peter? ~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Its more then just a crush||Relationship:Dating Gabriel|

I grinned a little as I walked through the door and I didn't even feel my self shape shift, I was a girl, Like I had always wanted to be. I could feel my brown hair down my back in lovely curls at the end unlike my mother whom always had it up. I could feel that I had the same bangs just with long hair. I didn't know what My face looked like. And I hoped that Gabriel would still accept me. "Thank you" I said with a smile on my face. I turned around. "I can sift back if you'd like"

[beautea]

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: I think it's always been more than that || Relationship: Dating Peter||

"Whatever you're more comfortable with," I gave a light shrug. It was a little odd to be honest and I felt a bit off, but I'm assuming that's normal. I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable with himself-I mean...what do I refer to him now? Gosh I'm confused. It's the inside that counts in the end, but I am still going to have to get used to this completely. For all the years I've seen him as well, a him, so I'm going to be a little off center.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Peter? ~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Its more then just a crush||Relationship:Dating Gabriel|

The grin on my face wore off and I shifted back. "I made you uncomfortable, I am sorry, I shouldn't put you in that position." I said with a heavy sigh as I flicked my bangs out of my face and walked over to the shed I picked the lock then walked in grabbing two axes that were siting out, they would have I work, I walked back outside then handed one over to Gabriel. "Here"

[beautea]

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: I think it's always been more than that || Relationship: Dating Peter||

"I didn't mean to...I'm sorry. I'm just not used to it," I admitted with shame in my voice as I took the axe Peter had given me. Well I am ashamed of myself, he obviously feels bad about this now. I wanted him to be happy and not miserable because of me. He's been like this his whole life now, and I didn't want him to feel insecure on how he is due to me. I felt horrible, that and judgemental. Even though I didn't say anything out loud I'm sure he could have been able to tell. I'm such an idiot sometimes, I need better self-control emotionally.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Peter? ~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Its more then just a crush||Relationship:Dating Gabriel|

"No please, its fine. You aren't used to seeing me how I was supposed to look, I am just afraid that because I was able to tell you who I really am, you would leave me" I say looking down and feeling like I was going to cry. I really did care for him, I would chainge my ways and stay male in order for him to not feel pressured to love someone who isint the Peter that he knows

[beautea]

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: I think it's always been more than that || Relationship: Dating Peter||

"Peter, I wouldn't leave you for some dumb reason like that. I want you to be, you. Who you think you are and who you're comfortable being. I don't want to be in the way of that, and I'm sorry that I made," I stopped seeing his expression and it's like I could almost physically feel my heart breaking. What have I done? I've made him feel horrible...what the hell is wrong with me?
"I'm sorry that I made you feel that way about yourself," the words came out a bit shaky as I tried not to cry. Memories were flooding back of me making Peter cry on several occasions and it was hurting pretty bad. How could I do all of that to him, and then do it all over again?

[Spock and Kirk]

~Peter? ~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Its more then just a crush||Relationship:Dating Gabriel|

I ran to him and kisses him wrapping my arms Around his neck, I had dropped the Ace earlier, I was thrilled to be able to be with him, I never wanted to pull away. I hopes that he wa not going to reject me, I would stay in Thai form for now, hopefully it will get easier for him as the months progress. I was born into the wrong body, I should have been a girl. That's all...

[beautea]

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: I think it's always been more than that || Relationship: Dating Peter||

I had dropped the axe I had in my hand in surprise to be honest, as I was taken off-guard. But I hugged him and kissed him back. Her? Should I say that? Maybe I should, but I don't know yet. I'll clarify everything later if anything, but I think that he is feeling better. Or rather I hope he is, I was just the most inconsiderate person in the world right now and I didn't even think about how he felt about this whole thing; how it would affect him greater than me. One can only imagine how difficult it was to admit to someone that he was transgender after all. I'll still love him, now and forever, whatever gender he chooses to be. As long as we have each other, we'll be okay.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Peter? ~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Its more then just a crush||Relationship:Dating Gabriel|

I pulled away but still remained close to him, I looked him in the eyes, "I love you, I never want you to leave me, alright? I would me more devestated if you left me then not being able to accept me as a girl, I will remain the same if that is what you wish. Just please don't get captured" I say as I look up at him. "I know that you hate being betrayed and I don't want this to be betrayal" I admit a little. I love hkm, I can't live without him I nee him to survive mentally.

[beautea]

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: I think it's always been more than that || Relationship: Dating Peter||

"I love you too, and that's why I want you to be happy with who you are over everything else, so it is your choice. I'll accept you no matter what, I'm not going to leave you, I promise," I looked at him in the eyes as he was with me. I wouldn't betray him or leave him, I nearly lost him the last time I ran away. I can't do that to him again. He doesn't deserve any of that.
"I won't betray you, ever, and you being you doesn't betray me a bit. I'll love you no matter what you look like. I love you for who you are in here," I made a motion to where his heart would be. I truly did, I wouldn't leave him for his appearance. Not now or ever.