|We Are the Outcasts|An NBC heroes role-play|Accepting again

[Spock and Kirk]

~Peter~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Sylar||Relationship:Nope

"Ive seen what she's doing before in my own self. Her problem is that for one she's lonely. And two, It seams like its only me that Can tell but she is conflicted. I am guessing about the way that she called one person and it happened to be Noah, that she's conflicted between liking him and you at the same time. And being all confused with herself she blames you for her problems. Try talking to her. And take this with you. It might help" I say as I recall when i had first lost Nathan. For one I felt like I needed to shut everyone out that was not like me in the way that they knew my brother well. And I kinda blamed Gabe for all my problems when they were mine and mine alone.

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[beautea]

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: I think it's always been more than that || Relationship: Dating Peter||

I fully understood Peter's explanation. However, that being said, this doesn't make Jane any less likely to listen to me. I sighed slightly and turned to leave before I stopped and looked at Peter again.
"That's probably it, and I'll try. Just don't be surprised at the yelling," I told him as I walked back off down the hall and then went in the room I saw Jane last in. I don't know if she left or not. I opened the door and then literally just looked at the floor. I was about ready for her to throw something at me at this point.
"Jane...?" I asked, again cautious like before. She was not in an agreeable mood.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush:NOah|| Relationship: Hopefully… one day |

I had been trying to fix my arm when I heard his call. Oh lovely he's returned again I thought with the conflicting thoughts of how I still cared for him, I came out clutching my arm and looking at him. "What do you want now?" I asked a little calmer then I was before. Alright lets be honest a lot calmer then before. I had pinned my hair hai up and put most of the tables away leaving one that was all decorated and had three chairs behind it ready for them anyways.

[beautea]

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: I think it's always been more than that || Relationship: Dating Peter||

"Nothing really...I'm sorry about earlier, really," I glanced at her arm. The swelling had only gotten worse, as if it couldn't get any worse than it already is. She said that the nerve endings were even affected really bad. I know she didn't want anything to do with me but she really needed help. I sighed and looked down a little again. I was prepared for yelling but this didn't mean I was going to like having to listen to it.
"...but your arm, it's only going to get worse than it already is. Just let me help a little," I tried to reason calmly. I still however wasn't looking directly at her, I was nervous out of my mind. I still hated having a hostage and I felt really bad about it, so I wanted to help as much as I could. But if she kept rejecting me than she would only get worse and worse.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush:Can you have two? || Relationship: Hopefully… one day |

I looked up and into his eyes remembering why I had saved him from the company months ago when he was about to hand himself in. He was so perfect, everything about him, I could go on and on for hours. But I didnt feel real love for him.i felt that for Noah. But... Gah this is so confusing, "as long as you don't his me your blood, you can look after it if you insist" I said as I looked at my arm, it was only going to et worse. "I am sorry about what I said earlier. You have chainged, Noah is wrong about you. You're, kind, sweet funny, adoreable..." I felt myself her lost in my own fantasy. "I am
Just.. Conflicted"

[beautea]

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: I think it's always been more than that || Relationship: Dating Peter||

I nodded a little at not giving her my blood. It was also a weird thing to me as well but most of the time I didn't have a choice and it was completely necessary. Like a life-or-death situation. I don't know how her hand would heal though if she couldn't even move it much or at all, it's going to be difficult considering most nerve-endings don't grow back as far as I know. But, her decision, not mine, I respect that. That and I was surprised she hadn't yelled at me like I thought she would have.
Peter had it right, I thought silently to myself after hearing her say about how she was conflicted after hearing her apology. I would live, I only really cried out of pure shock out of Sylar coming back earlier and because I was unsure if he would return and make me that person all over again.
"You might want to sit down," I shrugged a little and parked myself on the floor. I still felt bad that I had plainly left her, but she had told me to leave. So I did. I felt unwanted and hurt and I didn't want to stay. But I took the gauze out of my pocket and waited for her to sit down, it would be easier to treat her arm this way. I was never really one for tables.
"And it's fine, I really shouldn't have fought with you like that," the argument still echoed in my ears.
"You never cared for me, it was all a ruse to try to get Peter out of the company.", that and: "And never come back you sadistic freak!"
"And it wasn't a ruse," I added to confirm. It hadn't been really, I had cared for her. Circumstances changed.

[Spock and Kirk]

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~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush:Can you have two? || Relationship: Hopefully… one day |

I had done as Gabriel had instructed sitting infront of him and putting my arm out. I did want his help but I didnt want him to really be near me. "Then why did you choose him over me after all I've done for you? He's only managed to give me am electrical burn and mess up my arm" I say as I looked at it, it wa never going to be repaired. Ever. And I was going to have to live with that

[beautea]

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: I think it's always been more than that || Relationship: Dating Peter||

"I told you already, he didn't mean to mess it up this bad. He just doesn't know what he's doing. And you wanted me to leave if I recall correctly. Or you would, 'capture me yourself'," I quoted her words that she had bitterly told me before I left to save Peter and tended to her arm with the gauze. The hand was unrepairable, I think it was quite obvious. Her arm was bad, but not too bad. It could heal anyway if treated properly, and I was trained decently enough.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush:Can you have two? || Relationship: Hopefully… one day |

I felt shame wash over me. "I only said that beaide you didn't give a second thought about me. It was oh Peter, I've got to save you. Not thinking about how you could have asked me to help or something. Rather you threw what we had aside like it was nothing to you. Like your relationship with Elle." I said as I has raised my voce a little but was careful to Bring it down again.

[beautea]

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: I think it's always been more than that || Relationship: Dating Peter||

"You kept telling me not to go and that I would get myself killed, I assumed you didn't want to help. And what was I to do Jane? Leave him to be tested on until he died? And Elle was a liar and helped make me into Sylar, she was different. Not the good kind," I was a bit fazed at her bringing up Elle. But she had been a horrible liar and she had really made me into Sylar by making me jealous enough to kill someone, quite literally. She didn't deserve to be killed though, that was extremely unnecessary.