|We Are the Outcasts|An NBC heroes role-play|Accepting again

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush: Open|| Relationship: Nope ||

"I know, but still. i say things like that they should leave and never come back because I cannot think about there reaction. I am starting to believe that I am noting but a monster. I dont even think that I deserve to live." I say looking down again. I didnt even have my fire anymore. There was nothing to connect me to Eric and it was all Gabriel's fault. I was going to get my revenge. I also needed his blood.

[beautea]

~Noah~
||Male|| Age: 47|| Leader of the Company ||Crush: Nope|| Relationship: Divorced||

"You do to deserve to live, just because of something you are unable to control doesn't make you a bad person. It's hard to get a handle on certain things, and they can take a very long time. You will learn."
She would, she's the type that would be able to. Even though she's apparently had this disorder since she was a child, she's older now. She could understand it more.

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: Peter || Relationship: No||

I had apparently dozed off a bit before I had gotten up, mainly confused. I thought all I did might've been a dream, that none of it happened and I didn't save anyone. But Peter was still in my arms apparently, I guess we had both fallen asleep. I didn't move, but I knew it had been a few hours at least. It was dark out, I could see through the window.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush: Open|| Relationship: Nope ||

"I am almost thirty eight Noah.. I should be able to control it by now. Ive had it since I was born. Children always avoided my brother and I and we never really understood why.. Until we got diagnosed. Then we found out why people repulsed us. i didnt know what was the matter with me exactly. If felt like there was something wrong... Now there is nothing to do. "I am going to be the one to live alone as an agent. Really, you deserve someone after all youve gone through."

~Peter~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Sylar||Relationship:Nope||

I felt Gabriel stir a little and woke up. 'Whats the matter?" I asked as I looked at him rubbing my eyes. I had fallen asleep in his arms.. It was lovely to know that he still cared for me. I thought that I was going to die in that cell... All alone with no one all because I had pushed him away as soon as I had gotten him back.

[beautea]

~Noah~
||Male|| Age: 47|| Leader of the Company ||Crush: Nope|| Relationship: Divorced||

I chuckled a little at that.
"No, Jane, I do not. I don't play well with others and I don't spend any time with them, and I lie so easily it's second nature. There's a reason I'm divorced. You'll be able to understand people in your own way," I finished.
Well, I didn't blame Sandra for leaving. I was always gone and I just wasn't...I don't know. It wasn't working.

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: Peter || Relationship: No||

"Nothing, I didn't mean to wake you up. Sorry," I looked back at him.
He needed to rest and have his body recover from the shock it had endured for a week or so. I felt like I could move better now, since the tranquilizer may or may not have worn off, it may have cleared out of my system. Peter must've been pumped with this stuff for a while, so he would be affected worse. I moved a little as gently as I could since I didn't want to bug him, but my leg had fallen asleep.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush:Not this again..|| Relationship: Nope ||

"Theres something that we have in common. We both cant really get along with people. Even though we really do care about someone, it just never works. One of us alway screws up" I say as I look over at him. I felt horrible really. I shouldent be like this, I mean crushing on him a little. Even though we were practically one in the same with the whole emotions thing, dosent mean that he will ever like me back.

~Peter~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Sylar||Relationship:Nope||

"Its fine. I love you Gabriel" I say with a slight smile as I notice him moving. I rest my head on his shoulder and sigh a little. I still felt like I was being sat on by an elephant, but as long as I was with him I would be alright. I knew that I would be able to protect him and he would protect me. I love him. I really do love him. I fell asleep listening to his heartbeat.

[beautea]

~Noah~
||Male|| Age: 47|| Leader of the Company ||Crush: Nope|| Relationship: Divorced||

"Pretty much, yes. For me it just never works," I shrugged.
I was so different from how I was before the company, it had made me like this. I wasn't the same, and I never will be now. I'm colder and I cannot talk to people very well except for lying so easily I surprise myself half the time.

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: Peter || Relationship: I wish||

"I love you too Peter," I said softly as he was already asleep. That however didn't stop me from gingerly kissing the top of his head.
After that, I left him to his sleep. I was still tired as well. And maybe it would clear my head enough to think of what to do next. We couldn't stay here, but we couldn't go back to the island. They'd catch us right back on the spot...I fell asleep shortly after, still hugging Peter as if I were going to lose him again if I let go.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush:Not this again..|| Relationship: Nope ||

"I know what thats like." I say looking down a little. I felt like there was something wrong with me... I knew that I was never going to be normal again. I was going to need Gabriel to test on. But thats the problem.. I will never be able to forgive myself If I do. i am so conflicted all the time. But he's the reason I no longer have a connection with my brother. We would have been agents our whole lives without having to worry about anything.

~Peter~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Sylar||Relationship:Nope||

I then fell asleep again very quickly. It didnt take too long since I still had the tranquilizer in my system. i could feel Gabriels Embrace. i drempt about him all night. Since he was the only thing on my mind. I love him. I love him. I will always love him... He's my Gabriel. I will always love him.

[beautea]

~Noah~
||Male|| Age: 47|| Leader of the Company ||Crush: What's that?|| Relationship: Divorced||

"I'm sorry you have to," I sighed a little.
She had it worse I'm sure, but you could hardly tell. Most of the time she hid her emotions extremely well, or rather covered them up. You would never think anything was wrong with her. She was really the type of person that had everything in order at work all the time.

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: Peter || Relationship: I wish||

I dreamt about Peter, and it was nice at first, for about the first half of the night...but then the other half was simply the worst thing that could happen. He got captured again and they were making me watch. And he was yelping and crying and I kept trying to get out and help him but I couldn't...
Let him go, let him go...he didn't do anything.
I may have said "No" a few times like I had been yelling repeatedy in the dream, but I didn't know. I was thinking that the dream was real and that I couldn't do anything, it's not like I knew what I was saying in the real world now.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush:Not this again..|| Relationship: Nope ||

"There is nothing that you can do. Nothing that anyone can do until we have captured Sylar. Then I can get my revenge. I have a few things that I have to test. Including my formula. I have a feeling like his blood may be the answer to my conundrum" I say looking down then letting out a sigh and smirking. I was going to get my revenge.

~Peter~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Sylar||Relationship:Nope||

I then heard him yelling in his sleep and I woke up quickly. "Gabriel.. Gabriel you're dreaming" I say as I try to wake him. I shake him a little with efforts to try to wake him up. He was obviously having a nightmare. they were going to kill me and torture me if he was captured and make him watch. It is true.. But he sholudent be haunted with it when I am here with him. We can avoid the future...

[beautea]

~Noah~
||Male|| Age: 47|| Leader of the Company ||Crush: What's that?|| Relationship: Divorced||

"That's good...now we just have the manner on getting Petrelli. He apparently cares about him like you mentioned, and they both aren't very careful."
Well they really aren't. It's easy to get ahold of them most of the time since they come running in when we have someone they care about. Guess it's true on how nice guys finish last.

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: Peter || Relationship: I wish||

I jolted awake afterward, then seeing Peter directly in front of me, he was probably trying to get me up. He's here. He's alive. They don't know where we are...no ones leaving anyone else. I gulped a little, trying to get ahold of myself. It was early morning now I know, but I still woke him up...again.
"Sorry, sorry, I shouldn't have..." I didn't know what else to say. This happened all the time, I should be able to get ahold of myself and quit whining. It wakes him up and he needs to heal.