|We Are the Outcasts|An NBC heroes role-play|Accepting again

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37|| Company Girl ||Crush: Maybe....|| Relationship: my mistake to even try||

"Thank you. But I should go to a therapist and try to get if fixed. They must have a mashine that can fix me." I say looking straight out the window. I had lost the only one that I ever saw as more special because I was not able to control this stupid desease.

~Peter~

I smiled a little then sighed. "I would never be able to live knowing that you were there. I was only on level nine, very light testing compaired to level eleven. Gabriel I am not going to be the one that dooms you to a lifetime sentence to that place." I explained. He deserves better. He always will in my eyes. Maybe we might be able to have Christmas together. Not sure.

[beautea]

~Noah~
||Male|| Age: 47|| Leader of the Company ||Crush: Open|| Relationship: Divorced||

"Maybe," I shrugged, having a one-worded reply. I looked out the other window, there were two. I don't know why they hadn't just put them together and made one, but I wasn't the building designer obviously. I didn't know how to answer her, I never went to therapists. Waste of time, and I'm insane enough internally. They couldn't do anything, and I would rather not have someone want to know about my life. Heck, Claire didn't even know that I had married before Sandra until that Samuel fellow had sent one of his carnies to unravel my memories like a tape and have Claire watch. I'm not one for stories.

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: Peter || Relationship: No||

"They still hurt you, you can't even walk right now. I would have stayed if it meant getting you out of there, it was horrible and you know it. I don't care about Level Eleven."
I didn't. I refused to care at this point, and had a very large loathing for whatever had to do with the company. Everything. Not Jane specifically, but everyone that was doing this on purpose. None of these people deserved testing, not even the murderers. Kailey didn't and especially Peter. In this world, he's about as innocent as you can get. He's not really innocent I have to admit, but he's only used his abilities to help people. Selfless, not selfish, that's his difference with the world, I swear.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37|| Company Girl ||Crush: Its more then heart flutters.|| Relationship: my mistake to even try||


"You seam distraught, are you alright?" I asked as I turned I look at him. He had a down look almost, like something was wrong but he was not going to talk about it, I wasnt sure really. Again i need to be able to detect and emotions in order to get that far. "I've also never been able to have a relatio ship with anyone passed six days. I start to believe that there is no one in this wod that understands what its like to not feel emotions of others"

~Peter~

"You're not a killer anymore. You are the most perfect person that I've ever met. Yes you have your flaws, but it dosent matter. It all dosent matter to me Gabriel. I love you, and I will make sure that you never end up on level eleven" I say a little firmly. It was true. I was not going to stand for him being tortured senselessly.

[beautea]

~Noah~
||Male|| Age: 47|| Leader of the Company ||Crush: Open|| Relationship: Divorced||

"Yeah, I'm alright...Oh, and believe me, there is," my eyes widened a bit, but I didn't waver my glance outside. I had been thinking about everything having to do with the company and plans. I had a bunch on my noise, and I'm never going to hear the end of having all three of those fugitives escape really. My superiors are going to kill me. Not literally of course, but you got the picture.

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: Peter || Relationship: No||

"No, you're the perfect one," I kissed him after saying so.
Come on, he deserved that. I wasn't "perfect" even without my flaws or with them, I'm still...me. I don't know. He is. Selfless, the hero, he doesn't give a care about himself as long as he's doing something to help someone else. You can't get better than that in my mind, he's saved the world so many times over I lost track. He saved me.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush: Open|| Relationship: Nope ||

"Why would you say such things? no one is really truly able to understand that i am unable to feel others emotions. I speak my mind without really thinking about how it will effect them since I am like a child. I upset almost everyone that I talk too because they cannot stand me." I say looking down onto the street. It felt now that my brother was gone that there was nothing left for me. No one that would ever truly understand me .


~Peter~
||Male||Age:26|| Loner ||crush:Sylar||Relationship:Nope||

I kissed him back. I was not perfect at all. I had lost my powers that one time.. Then they all whent after me. After that I had gone through hell. i was also really tired.. I still had the tranquilizer running through me. and I had a feeling like Gabriel did as well. It would only make sense. I mean, we were just at the company escaping. It would only make sense.

[beautea]

~Noah~
||Male|| Age: 47|| Leader of the Company ||Crush: Open|| Relationship: Divorced||

"I say it because I know there is. There's always someone out there that is going through something similar, the real trouble is finding said person. And I can stand you," I shrugged a little.
I am legitimately not good at sympathy at all unfortunately, mainly because I never have done it. I don't talk about my feelings, so nor does anyone else that speaks to me.

~Sylar~
||Male|| Age: 27|| Loner ||Crush: Peter || Relationship: No||

I pulled away, then began to get concerned. He was exhausted after the company, who wouldn't be? I shouldn't have done that, we both need to rest if either of us are going to get any better, anyone knew that. At least they couldn't track us now so we don't need to worry about that.
"We both need to rest or nothing's going to get any better," I sighed a little.
"At least we can do so without worrying much, I broke the trackers that were on the two of you," I said a bit softly since my voice was low. I was getting drowsy from whatever I had been darted with. And those were in smithereens I know, I had made sure. I had to be certain they wouldn't find us.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush: Open|| Relationship: Nope ||

I then let out a small sigh. "Only my brother really. He's gone now... And so I really have no one left in this world." I say continuing to stare out the window. I felt like there was something wrong with me... i knew there was something wrong with me. I loved Gabriel and yet he is gone now and never going to return. And I dont blame him either. I was horrible all because I was afraid. Afraid of loosing someone else.

[beautea]

~Noah~
||Male|| Age: 47|| Leader of the Company ||Crush: Open|| Relationship: Divorced||

"Well...you never really know," I continued to look on at the other people walking on the sidewalk. It was odd how normal some of us are, how used to routine we get. Maybe it's when we take it for granted and then when it's gone we feel the need to get back on track. Maybe that's why someone said the saying that you don't know how much you love something until it's gone. This had always applied to me with Claire and my family...it's all gone.

[Spock and Kirk]

~Jane~
||Female||age: 37 || Company Girl ||Crush: Open|| Relationship: Nope ||

"Ive dated lots of people and they have all left me within a week. Sir, I appreciate your input, but I am not destined to be with someone. I am the one thats probably going to die alone" I say turning away form the window. I felt despair and I felt like it was all my fault. I was going back to my lab to finish my work, maybe my formula. I was gong to need his blood in order to finish it. I needed him captured.

[beautea]

~Noah~
||Male|| Age: 47|| Leader of the Company ||Crush: Open|| Relationship: Divorced||

"Just because they left doesn't make you a bad person. They don't like your actions is all, and it's human nature to leave. Fight or flight thing I guess."
When did I ever get so philosophical? I don't talk much except to give orders or slight nods when approving testing forms or prototypes I suppose, so now I'm kinda talking. I'm unsure.