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00dd0【Yagiza Chikyū】
00dddd00【16】
00ddd00【Male】
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"Saying someone can't be sad
because someone may have
it worse is just like saying
someone can't be happy
because someone else
might have it better".
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ＬＯＯＫＳ?
Well, I have green eyes and dark brown hair. I'm not too
tall, but I'm not very short either. I have light colored skin.
Most of the time I wear a hoodie or a jacket just in case
along with my jeans. I don't dress up really unless I have to.
Most of the times my hair is slightly messy or on occasions
were im dressing up, I neaten it up. I tend to be a bit concise
about my looks, and can get quiet frustrated about it.
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I'm kind and affectionate, but thats normally suppressed by my initial shyness.
Any time I am hurt I keep silent, I don't show my emotions easily. I can act
irrationally when I try to cover up what I am feeling. I like to keep control of my
surroundings, and keep my weaknesses quiet. I love encouragement for, I seem
my efforts aren't good enough most of the time. Alot of the time I obsesses with
what hasnt happened yet. I like having a few closer friends compared to many. My
secret desire is to be admired by my friends and family, and I work hard for my goal
to be accomplished. I am loud and clear to what I like and dislike, but I become
submissive to things like love and children. I am ambitious, but I get times of
melancholy who take me to dark corners....I act quiet weak, but I take the element
of surprise when It comes to my strengths. I keep a certain distance from my friends
and family, which means I attract people who don't understand me a lot of the
time. When I am in love I can be the warmest affectionate partner you could want.
I tend to 'turn on' easily and strive for love. It takes a long time to find someone who
I love and trust because I want to know exactly what I am getting into. Once you find
your way into my heart you will always hold a special spot.I hate being teased in front
of people, being useless and being told I cant do something. I expect more from myself
then others do, so I work much harder then I need to. I suffer from depressive moods
sometimes, taking myself to darker thoughts. I am more of a "show me" rather than
"tell me" I value deeds and actions and will go great lengths to show my affection this way.
I love feeling dominate and submissive (to my lover) and have a knack for playing both sides
evenly. I take love quiet seriously. I have no problem being alone and when I cry, its due to
built up emotions. I always remember every compliment and insult I ever get, replaying it in
my mind. I tend to feel alone die to the walls I build in order to protect myself. I tend to do this
due to my aloofness and fear of being hurt. I hate wasting time and this includes idle chatter.
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---------【Sabishī Shiranai】
-------------【female】
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Do you ever all of a sudden,
get a sudden wave of self-hatred?
Like, suddenly you hate your body,
every inch, your face, your voice,
your smile, your laugh, your
personality? Like you just want to
disappear? Thats how I always feel.
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I have blond hair and blue eyes. I am fairly short for my age.
It's a given due to both my parents being short. I don't mind personal.
It seems as though people underestimate short people. The blond hair
I get from my mothers side. From me, to my mother, to my grandmother
on my mothers side , and her mother all had blue eyes, I guess I'm lucky to
carry that on. My blond hair is from my fathers side. His hairs darker than
mine, so I guess its slightly different. I am quiet light even for being short.
I eat an o.k. amount of food, so I am not sure Why I am so light. My skin
is quiet pale so some people think I am sick half of the time. father says it's
because I never get outside, which proves how little he knows. A lot of people
pester me on my health even though, im fine.
Normally when I'm heading out
for a walk I will put on a simple short sleeve shirt and some pants or, if its
warm, a skirt. My hair I keep down mainly, but I put it in the occasional braid
or ponytail. If I need to dress fancier I will put on a dress top with my black
skirt. If its cold I add some white tights and my black boots.
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Personality wise, I'm quiet calm. I don't talk much and I'd rather be
alone. Idle chit-chat gets on my nerves, so I keep my distance to avoid this.
I am one who believes 'actions speak louder than words.' One of my biggest
things to get on my nerves is to poke fun at me in public. It makes me feel
useless. I have a keen eye for details and can pick up on the subtle hints.
I keep all of my pain hidden and quiet from others, trying to deal with it on
my own. I am quiet ambitious, and strive for bigger, better goals each day.
sadly, I'm stubborn. Some of my problems I have to date are due to me being
this way. I have little to no friends, for I push them away. I am a great multi-
tasker and can astound most people. Over the years I have found that I am
quiet accurate, even when it comes to guessing. One thing I have no use for
that I am surprisingly good at is art. I am quiet good at it, but have no interest
in it. To me it serves no purpose, but for people who like it, more power to you.
Normally, I'm quiet and taken back, but if you are unlucky and have caught me on
a rare day without taking my medication I act completely different. Depending on
the situation I can be the polar opposite of myself. one moment I can be quiet and
shy or the next I could be scared,but energetic. One recurring pattern is that I go
away from crowds and the city and can never seem to stop. During these times I
Im very hard to control and predict. I break away from my shell, but the down
fall is that it could turn bad.
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Currently I have social anxiety disorder and ADHD.
Social anxiety disorder is the extreme fear of being scrutinized and judged
by others in social or performance situations. It's not just shyness and I have
to deal with it everyday. It makes this very difficult to make friends, get jobs
and sadly to have a relationship. ADHD is Be easily distracted, miss details,
forget things, and frequently switch from one activity to another. I also have
difficulty focusing on one thing. I become bored with a task after only a few
minutes, unless I'm doing something enjoyable. It also includes Have difficulty
focusing attention on organizing and completing a task or learning something new,
Have trouble completing or turning in homework assignments, often losing things
(e.g., pencils, toys, assignments) needed to complete tasks or activities. I don't
seem to listen when spoken to, daydream, become easily confused, and move slowly,
have difficulty processing information as quickly and accurately as others.
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