
Cowards die many times before their deaths;
The valiant never taste of death but once.
Of all the wonders that I yet have heard,
it seems to me most strange that men should fear;
Seeing that death, a necessary end,
will come when it will come
You notice the sharp taste of blood in your mouth, it has an acute flavor that makes you want to empty the entire contents of your stomach over this god-forsaken checkered ground. You retch but nothing comes up, you only succeed in splattering said black and white ground with your blood. Ew. You can hear a shout from one of your teammates, you can hear it perfectly even through they must be quite a ways away from you. That was the plan after all, you all had to split up. It's starting to seem like a really terrible idea now that you're thinking about it. You feel like all your senses have gone into overdrive, you can feel the texture of grass beneath your palm and your knees. That has been something that has always bothered you, how grass could be on a battlefield that looks nothing like grass. You are far too aware of your own heartbeat, your own breath, the weight of your hood around your neck, everything. You're dying.
It''s not as if you haven't died before, you had to die to be wearing obnoxiously colored robes you are now. So, you know how it feels, but something is not right. There's blood in your mouth, and a hand on your back, a hand that is definitely not your own. Unless of course your God Tier abilities involved manifesting prefect copies of your hands to follow you around patting you on the back. Which would be pretty weird in your mind. Someone is trying to pull you up, but you simply can't muster the energy to. Why don't they just leave you to regenerate in peace and leave you alone. You're not completely sure but you have this paranoia that if you die again that you might not come back exactly right, and messing with your dying body is certainty one of those things that might mess you up for the next time around. You're starting to get annoyed now, you try to bat them off you, but the moment you take the hand that isn't supporting your weight away from your body, you feel that urge to vomit again as fluid begins pooling where you've released pressure. This is starting to get really frustrating, you should have died by now. You should be back fighting again, so you can help the last member of your session ascend along with the rest of you. Though now that you think about it you can't really remember much of what has happened, or how you even became injured now. Hm, amnesia, that's a new side affect of dying. You feel that fear again, when you think about how wrong this feels. It doesn't feel like falling asleep, the slow descent of consciousness that eventually picks up speed until you've woken up again, gasping and scrambling to your feet as quickly as you can. This time it feels different, you're actually fading, you're not descending, you're falling-
and it scares the hell out of you.
It''s not as if you haven't died before, you had to die to be wearing obnoxiously colored robes you are now. So, you know how it feels, but something is not right. There's blood in your mouth, and a hand on your back, a hand that is definitely not your own. Unless of course your God Tier abilities involved manifesting prefect copies of your hands to follow you around patting you on the back. Which would be pretty weird in your mind. Someone is trying to pull you up, but you simply can't muster the energy to. Why don't they just leave you to regenerate in peace and leave you alone. You're not completely sure but you have this paranoia that if you die again that you might not come back exactly right, and messing with your dying body is certainty one of those things that might mess you up for the next time around. You're starting to get annoyed now, you try to bat them off you, but the moment you take the hand that isn't supporting your weight away from your body, you feel that urge to vomit again as fluid begins pooling where you've released pressure. This is starting to get really frustrating, you should have died by now. You should be back fighting again, so you can help the last member of your session ascend along with the rest of you. Though now that you think about it you can't really remember much of what has happened, or how you even became injured now. Hm, amnesia, that's a new side affect of dying. You feel that fear again, when you think about how wrong this feels. It doesn't feel like falling asleep, the slow descent of consciousness that eventually picks up speed until you've woken up again, gasping and scrambling to your feet as quickly as you can. This time it feels different, you're actually fading, you're not descending, you're falling-
and it scares the hell out of you.











