by marsram » Sun Dec 30, 2012 4:34 pm
(I beh back, I'm posting later than I was intending to post because I got pissed when I accidentally closed my firefox session and turned of the computer :P)
Sheilik>>>My hearing was beginning to clear up, but it was still slightly muffled and thus bringing my anxiety back. I began to worry it would stay like this, but then I remembered me being in situations like this before and all them ended with improvement of the sense. I remembered a scientist explain to me that my body builds up a certain tolerance to an impairment of a sense, thus improving it from where it was before it was damaged. I tried to keep this little secret hidden because the scientists loved to test it out until I could not bear the pain of the collateral damaged brought up with the damaged senses. I thought about the memories until even with my hearing weakened I heard the horrible sound of someone in pain. My anxiety became worse and I started to shake slightly, but I did not resist the sound; I needed to rebuild up collateral tolerance to trauma like my body built up tolerance to damage I had had before. I realized I had subconsciously willed away the tolerance somehow when I was trying to be social, and what a fat load of good that did. Now because of me being social Neo was going to get it, along with that other bastard who called me a bat; but the screaming I heard did not register to either of them, someone else must've gotten in the mix as well. I needed to retain my original ant-social composure again for the sake of everyone.
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