"I Don't Wanna Be"
I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from
Hello, my name is Kesa Marie Landree. I love my name so much, it is really unique don't you think. I got Kesa becasue my mom loves the name, it is very unusual,but thats ok. Marie was my grandmothers name and my dad thought it would be a good way for me to remember my grandmother. My last name is sounds odd, that is because my great grandfather came from Frace. So that is how I got my name
Kesa Marie Landree.
"I Don't Wanna Be"
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I am eighteen and I am curently a female. My birthday is November 18, 1993. I was born in Waco, Texas at Hillcrest Hospital. I am heterosexual which means I am staight, I have always been into guys. I am pretty sure I always will be into guys and not girls. I am living where ever right now, I am kinda new at being whatever I am. Anyway you can call me Kesa or Ke either one is fine with me.
"I Don't Want To Be"
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned!
"I Don't Wanna Be"
Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situation-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I am a very bubbly person, i usually get along with everybody. I do have an additude sometimes, I am sorry I just am used to sticking up for myself because of my life. That is all I could do for myself, it isn't right to do that all the time and I am working on it. I might be a bit hyper at times, but I can not help that because of my ADHD. I might seem childish at times, if I want to I can act mature, it depends. I am shy at times, like when I have to meet my boyfriends parents, that is so awkward. I am pretty fun to be around I guess. I love to listen to all different types of music. My favorite song would have to be "I Don't Wanna Be" By:Gavin DeGraw, the song fit me perfectly. I like to party too, I do not drink or do drugs though. I don't think I ever will eighter I don't want to mess up my life by doing things like that. I don't care much if my friends do it, well I do and I will tell them that, but it is their life not mine. It is their decision to mess up their life and I can not control them. Anyway over all I am pretty fun to be around.
My parents have been alcoholics as long as I can remember. I remember when I was little, they would always scream and fight, I didn't understand why. I was always so scared and worried all the time that they would that screaming at one another. When I was in the third gade my mom tried to commit suiside, luckly she lived through it, but I was tramatized after that. I remember her lips turning blue and her eyes turning white, she was shaking like crazy. The years passed and my parents seperated, they were both still drining though, which I hated. As I got older I grew t understand why they acted different at times. I lived with my mom in a small town called Daweson, I hated it there everyone knew about my life and I always felt judged. My mom got worse as my dad started to get better. As I got into Middle School my mom started screaming at me life she did my dad. I would cry and try to hide from her and her harsh words. I knew that is was just the alcohol talking, but I was terrible for me to think about the things she said to me. That is about the time when I ran away from home. I was doing fine until I became a Junior then weird stuff started to happen after a dof bit me. Now I think I am a werewolf ; I don't wher to go. For now I am trying to find another werewolf, as crazy as it sounds it is the truth.
I have nothing really to say about this side of me otherthan I am new at this werewolf thing. I wish I had someone to guide me, this is kinda scary to me. I am a bit confused still and have a lot to learn about being a werewolf.
