Broken_Emotions & Silent Symphony Private RP!

[anonymouse]

(( he he! Are you going trick-or-treating this year? Or are you 'too old'? ;3 ))

Eve stared at her hands. They had been 'perfect' before she had to run away. Her nails had always been perfectly trimmed and her fingers almost never were marred by a paper cut. But now she had scrapes and scratches and when Eve held her hand into a first, she found that one of her fingers was stiff. Sprained maybe. She let her hand fall flat on the bed, thinking things over. Was that a bad thing that she had changed so much? Or maybe a good thing?

Xavier watched Aubrey grin and blush from his kiss. It made him feel all proud all over again. Only he could make her smile like that, her heart to skip a beat like that. It was a very happy day for him. Then again, when was a day with Aubrey unhappy? He was smiling from the time he woke up to the time he fell asleep. So far, Xavier's life was as wonderful as maybe it ever had.

Wolfgang picked up her gaze and stared intensely at Nikolaus. He was right. So painfully right. She held everything in, not letting a single thing show besides indifference, and tried to remember how to breathe.
"I may be so far gone, Nikolaus. I may be arrogant and self-centered. I may have lost every single person that I loved, that I cared for, because I was too afraid to love." She said softly, her eyes narrowing. "But of all those things and all that pain I had to do something. I couldn't let myself down. So yes, I built up walls. I set limits. I did everything to keep something like this from happening! And where does it get me? Nowhere. Absolutely nowhere. I'm a loser, a brat, I'm anything you want to call me. I've been called a lot of things, mostly from myself, and when you're so far gone they are only minor specks. But I could only do that for so long." She rubbed her forehead, trying to find her anger and fury. But now she was only... broken. "And yes Nikolaus, I can turn you away just because I'm so afraid of letting myself love again. I know that if I accepted you I would only break it somehow. I don't want to go through that. I can't put you through that." She blinked. And when she did a small tear left the corner of her eye and slid down her pale cheek. "I can tell myself 'I'll be ok on my own' but we both know that won't work. But I... I just can't Nikolaus. I know I'm breaking all the rules of friendship and whatever but I just can't deal with that anymore." There was a pause as Wolf pulled herself together as best as she could. "I can't fix myself, something so messed up and broken, to do that." So with a heavy heart, Wolfgang turned and walked away before something else she would regret happened.

[Light.The.Lamp]

((are you kidding me! Of course I'm still trick or treating! When I have kids, I'll be right up at the doors looking for candy too! No ay will I ever be too old to go trick or treating!
What are you being this year?))

Jayden opened his eyes from a dream, looking over at Eve who was till laying in her bed. He sat up not knowing if she was awake or not and not wanting to wake her if she wasn't. Running his fingers through his hair he smiled watching over Eve from his spot on the couch. What time was it? Surly it must have been hours later, but he didn't dare open the shades the the window for fear of having lights pour in and wake his Eve from her much needed sleep. Maybe he'd go and get some food for the two of them, yet he didn't want to leave Eve by herself, the world was much to scary right now to do that.

Aubreys smiled widened as Xavier smiled back at her. "You know, you're smile is amazing." she said softly. "It never fails to keep me smiling and wondering why you're smiling." she nodded. "But then again, I never know what you're thinking, and as much as it drives me crazy, I like not knowing every little detail. Because one day we'll run out of things to say if we spent our time now describing every little aspect of our lives. That will be one of the saddest days I've seen to." she smiled.

Nikolaus didn't let his mind think of anything no, this was all instinct. He knew in the end it would do no god. But it was worth the try at least. So he quickly waked after Wolfgang, a hand resting on her shoulder he gently pulled her back and spun her around so she was facing him. A blink of an eye and he didn't think, he just kissed her. Letting go, he took a few steps back, waiting for Wolfgang to slap him, and run away. "I- I'm sorry." he stuttered not being able to look up at Wolfgang. Yeah that time his mind had gone just too far. No taking anything back now, what was done was done, and even though now it would be a million times worse to let Wolfgang go, he felt better some how.

[anonymouse]

(( GOOD!! I'm so glad to hear that! Some 'older people' think that just because their old-er means that they can't frolic for candy. xD
I'm being a marionette! I think it is quite clever of me x3 But I'm stumped on to what I'll wear for a top. I don't have a corset looking type thing because marionettes are fancy puppets after all, so. *huff* I'm still thinking as his my creative-mama ;3
What are you being? ))

Eve held her breath when she heard movement. But as she listened she realized it was only Jayden waking up. That brought a small smile to her face. She wondered what she should do. Surprise him by leaping off the bed and tackling him? Hide under the covers? Pretend to be asleep? There was so many choices Eve wasn't sure how she'd ever choose. He hadn't made enough noise to wake her so what would she say when she spoke. If she figured out what to do. It was one of her hardest questions in a long time.

"Oh I wouldn't worry about that." Xavier grinned. "You're the kind of girl who can create an interesting conversation with just about anything as the topic. But I still agree. We shouldn't waste our days telling our every thoughts to each other. Then where would be the fun of not knowing?" He took both of Aubrey's hands in his, gently rubbing his lips across her fingertips to positively torture her. Well, that was the game plan.

When Nikolaus turned her around, she was ready to simply duck out of his grip and go back on her way again. But faster. And when Nikolaus kissed her? Wolf didn't know what to think. She stood there, with the rain pouring down and Nikolaus looked shame-faced, and softly touched her fingers to her lips. Had that just happened? It couldn't have possibly, no, not with her. But as much as Wolf didn't want to admit it, there was a pleasant warmth that started from her lips and traveled all around her body. She couldn't put her finger on it but she would. She would figure out eventually why she felt so different from before Nikolaus kissed her, and after. Wolf slowly shook her head. Yet things didn't add up. Why? And also Wolf wasn't sure what she was suppose to do. Was she to kiss him back? Did she want to kiss him back? Or was she to run away like she had been doing? Wolfgang's mind raced but nothing stuck. She just stared mutely at Nikolaus, so confused and mixed up that she worried she might be going mad. All those times Wolf had said there was nothing beteween her and Nikolaus, were they real anymore? And what was going to happen to her and Nikolaus's 'relationship'? Everything shattered the moment Nikolaus kissed her. But through it all, Wolfgang couldn't deny the fact that she was amazed and yes, happy. Glad. For some some strange reason, Wolfgang was feeling a whole lot better then she had moments ago.

[Light.The.Lamp]

((THAT IS THE MOST AMAZING IDEA EVER!!! I'm jealous of your creative thinking! I've got no idea about a shirt.. hmm I don't even have a hint or anything to give you..
hehe! well I'm actually being snow white! A few of my friends and I are being Disney princesses this year. I'm hoping next year we do something a bit different.. I'm not sure what just yet.))

Jayden stood up stretching easily, he folded up his blankets resting the sheet over the back of the couch and placing his pillow at the edge of the couch. Not thinking he started to sing softly, a song he'd heard before he'd left FBN, before he'd met Eve, and during a time he couldn't quite remember. But it had beautiful lyrics which was something that Jayden was a sucker for.
If your heart wears thin I will hold you up, And I will hide you when it gets too much, I'll be right beside you, I'll be right beside you.When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath.When the space between the things you know is blurry nonetheless. When you try to speak but you make no sound. And the words you want are out of reach but they've never been so loud he smiled looking over at Eve.

Aubrey nodded, it was quite true. She could find some pretty interesting things to talk about if needed. With Xaviers lips on her fingertips she couldn't seem to think of anything to say, nor could anything really come out of her mouth anyways. Oh why was he so wonderful at teasing her?

Slightly surprised that Wolfgang hadn't ran off or tried to smack him yet Nikolaus had to look up at her to see what was going on. Her shocked expression left Nikolaus even more confused and he slowly shook his head. "I.. i shouldn't have." he stammered again. "i.. i.. I'm sorry Wolfgang." he spat out finally. He couldn't believe himself. What had he done? Took someone that was fine on leaving and more then likely just turned their whole world upside down. He took a few more steps back wishing to disappear, to forget this had just happened. But there was not disappearing, no going back in time, and no way of changing what had just happened.

[anonymouse]

(( *laughs* Thank you! Still nothing but I really need to work on it. D:
Ooo sounds fun! But I can understand why you want sumthin' different next year. ^^ I like my own things. Not so much when I'm all together with my friends. Ya know what I mean? x3 ))

Eve opened her eyes as she heard Jayden's smooth voice fill her ears. Her smile widened and to announce that she was awake Eve stretched her arms above her head and fluttered her eyes open sleepily. Though she was far from sleepy after thinking she heard a noise. She sat up in her bed and stared at him with a playful smile on her lips.
"You have a great singing voice. Well, a great voice in general." Eve grinned.

Xavier noticed how Aubrey suddenly looked short of breath. That made him smirk all the more.
"Ha ha." He chuckled, practically laughing at Aubrey. But in a good way... Sort of. Though she didn't need to know that... Xav touched his cold nose to Aubrey's finger tips. He didn't like having a cold nose unless he had an Aubrey to warm his nose up.

After Nikolaus spoke, it was as if a spark reconnected with her brain. Wolf blinked in surprise and tried to remember what she was suppose to do now. That question still stumped her. Then, without thinking even that she might be ruining things further, Wolfgang stepped forward and kissed Nikolaus. It felt as if the spark had strengthened and coursed through her body. She was up on her toes so she could even reach Nikolaus without him having to bend down. But then, just as quickly, Wolf broke away from him. She paused there, her arms wrapped around his neck, and looked him in the eye. All thoughts of their fight was vanishing from her mind. All she could think about was that she was glad he had kissed her. Even for a moment she was glad she had kissed him. Her heart was hammering so hard she thought Nikolaus might be able to feel it. She was strangely close to him.... Then it hit her. Wolfgang dropped back to her feet and felt shock run through her all over again.
"I'm sorry." She whispered before turning and disappearing into the forest. She went quickly so that Nikolaus couldn't follow her this time. Even if she sort of, kind of, wanted him to...

[Light.The.Lamp]

((yes, I don't like being the same type of thing.. i mean it's fun and all, but I want to be something out of the ordinary before I have to go to college and stop going Trick-or-treating for a bit.))

Jayden turned to look at Eve who was now sitting up in bed, stretching. "I'm sorry I woke you." he replied softly. Walking over to sit on the edge of Eve's bed. He returned her wonderful smile with one of his own as he crossed his legs Indian style facing Eve. "But thank you very kindly." he nodded his thanks.

Aubrey dramatically rolled her eyes as Xavier laughed. His cold nose shocking her just a bit. "Why do you have such a cold nose?" she asked him. "I don't understand it at all. I mean my toes are like freezing cold when I don't have shoes on, but your nose.. it makes no sense." She smiled.

Nikolaus knew how Wolfgang must have felt only moments ago and that was why she couldn't have done anything to retaliate on him. His hands had just rested around her waist before she was out of his reach once again and into the forest. He was still numb and not exactly sure of what was going on from Wolfgang's return kiss and even if his brain could have connected there would have been noway Nikolaus could have kept up with Wolfgang. A life like she had, had made her millions times faster and more use to running in the woods then he was. He stood stunned for a moment, her footsteps long out of earshot now, and wondered what he could possibly do now. "wait.." was only a late whisper now that came from his lips, and he sighed heavily. What was he to do now.

[anonymouse]

(( Haha defy the fact that they don't want you to trick-or-treat! <3 And guess what?! My older brother got tie-dye stuff and guess what I plan on dying?!? ))

Eve shook her head.
"I was awaken before you started singing." She ran her fingers through her silver hair. Noticing how messy it seemed, Eve began braiding it to the side while she grinned at Jayden. He was so cute the way he didn't act like normal teen boys. Despite that fact that he was older than a teen boy and had different blood than they normally did. That Eve didn't care about. It made him all the more special to her.

"Because its a extremity and it doesn't have any muscles that you can warm up. And why are your toes so cold?" He laughed, leaning in close to Aubrey's pretty, pretty eyes. He then touched his nose to Aubrey's, just to prove how cold his nose actually was. Xavier wasn't sure whether to be offended that Aubrey couldn't understand why his nose was cold, or to be flattered that she found it so funny. He loved her laugh like he couldn't believe.

Wolfgang paused. She was already out of eye-shot from Nikolaus but she thought she had heard something. A soft, soft, whisper. 'Wait...' It had called. Wolf felt tears prick her eyes. She had messed up everything. Well, Nikolaus had started it but she had ruined it further by kissing Nikolaus. Wolf turned away from Nikolaus and put on her cat-like speed. The forest was a blur of greens and blacks. The rain didn't matter anymore except that she was glad for something to make her feel more miserable. When Wolf reached her house she shifted into her Were form and leapt up onto her roof. Nikolaus could easily find her in her house. So she returned to her human form and leaned against the chimney. It was ice cold and slightly wet but Wolf was too mixed up to care. She knew that she was ashamed of herself for throwing herself at Nikolaus. But over all, Wolf couldn't ignore how... natural it felt for Nikolaus's lips to touch hers....

[Light.The.Lamp]

((yes! well i'm not sure were I'll be in college so maybe it's just physically impossible to trick-or-treat there. I sure hope not!

Please tell me socks!!))

Jayden smiled glad he hadn't woken Eve. "Why didn't you say so, I wouldn't have sung such a horrible song." he chuckled. He smiled gently pulling Eve's hands away from her hair before she could finish braiding it. "You're hair looks fine." he shook his head. "Stop worrying, you look beautiful no matter what."

Aubrey smiled scrunching her nose against Xavier's cold nose that nested against her. "I'm not exactly sure. I don't have such a medically backed up reason, other then they just are." she laughed. "No one's ever told me a reason, they just tell me to put some socks on to keep them warm." she shook her head slightly so she wouldn't move Xaviers nose off hers. "And I'm not a fan of socks nor shoes, so I never listen to them" she smiled.

Nikolaus shook his head, who knew if Wolfgang was still around, waiting to see him breakdown, or if she was gone in some random direction. The last thought in his mind was back in FBN, he was almost positive she would never be returning to the town. He walked slowly on the path towards the woods, he couldn't help but let the tears fall out of his eyes. The rain making it look worse then it was, Nikolaus knew he was a mess, physically and emotionally. Making his way out of the woods, he glanced t Wolfgang's house, swearing that she was sitting there on her roof waiting for him. But he only shook his head cursing his mind for playing such a mean trick on him for Wolfgang surly would not be wanting to be found right now by anyone let alone himself.

[anonymouse]

(( Oh dear. I hope that's because of a good reason. xD
Ya!!! So far my brother hasn't opened it yet so there's still time. I just need to find a pair of white shocks though then I'll be ready!
I'd love to reply but I have to get ready for dance soon enough so... *sadness* It's a new teacher and I'll be dancing with ADULTS which somehow my mom and said teacher think I'll do well in. D: So, wish me luck... ))

[Light.The.Lamp]

((good luck good luck good luck! I'm sure you'll do perfectly fine in that class!))