Grandiderite sighed and dissipated her knife. "It's a hard choice for me, alright? I have- or had- friends back at Homeworld. It's hard to leave that behind." She shook. "B-but I g-guess I s-should take some of m-my own advice." Tears were beginning to well in her eyes, so she covered her face. "I-I guess if I'm h-here now, t-there's no o-other choice!" She laughed nervously. "And the rebellion was all about giving gems choices! But no! Not this time! I have friends on both sides! I can't choose one or the other, and neither would make both sides hate me, and that's the opposite of what I want!" Grandiderite began to glow a little, but I it was a.. Faltering glow. She collapsed. "The thing is, I don't have much against Homeworld. Amber and the peridot where talking about.. Hurting the diamonds. Rose quartz SHATTERED Pink Diamond! Everything I was made for is ruined. I have to choose which side. Either one will get me killed. I-i might a-as well j-just be K-killing m-myself." She finished.
((Emotional breakdown warning))