Like a broken toy
Full of shame
Guilt to blame
And pain to game
I crash to the floor
And lie there
Until there's nothing more
For theses strings to linger
Like a puppet
I have no master
These thoughts swirl
But not one makes sense
I struggle and move
Like a chess piece
I am
Whirling red
I'm not sure
Who's life it is
These thoughts twirl
Inside my head
Meaningless pain
I can;t take it anymore
So take my hand
Lead me astray
But don't ever let go
I'm afraid I might fade
These thoughts un-whirl
But suddenly their not
My thoughts
And everything false
and I am no more
Just me antagonizing over these endless thoughts. Some random, some good, some questioning, some just simply there. They never end and I sometimes wonder if it's possible to die from a pain like no other.In my case, my pain would come form these thoughts, screaming to be released, only to break me.
Full of shame
Guilt to blame
And pain to game
I crash to the floor
And lie there
Until there's nothing more
For theses strings to linger
Like a puppet
I have no master
These thoughts swirl
But not one makes sense
I struggle and move
Like a chess piece
I am
Whirling red
I'm not sure
Who's life it is
These thoughts twirl
Inside my head
Meaningless pain
I can;t take it anymore
So take my hand
Lead me astray
But don't ever let go
I'm afraid I might fade
These thoughts un-whirl
But suddenly their not
My thoughts
And everything false
and I am no more
Just me antagonizing over these endless thoughts. Some random, some good, some questioning, some just simply there. They never end and I sometimes wonder if it's possible to die from a pain like no other.In my case, my pain would come form these thoughts, screaming to be released, only to break me.

