[alfred ★]

"Losing control, watch me slip down the rabbit hole;
Happiness is a state of mind I try to visit from time to time..."

I really, really try to be that person that's always helpful, that's always there; that person that never loses their temper and that person that never allows self-pity and sadness to over come them but recently I've realized I'm just not that person. No matter how hard I try to be kind and sensitive, I'm blunt by nature, and simply a rude person and one way or another, eventually, I lose my "Nice" cover-up and my actual emotions just seep out of the crumbled shell that I so desperately TRIED to put up. No seems to notice when I am kind, and only when I do slip up do they care to take a look and end up judging me by the mess they see sprawled out on the floor, in a heap of different emotions. I really put all my effort into it but for some reason I just snap one way or another and that kind image I'm trying ti implant upon myself just...peels away. I just don't even know why I try anymore, let alone even care..

Digital Suicide - HEARTSREVOLUTION

[spiffyflypie]

I am so, so sorry. This is a cruel world, isn't it?
Putting on a mask like that is tough, I know. It's awful that we even feel the need to use these metaphorical masks. Actual, tangible masks are cool, though. I can't really relate to the whole "mask" thing, but I understand that it's awful when you can't act like who you are.
Sorry if this is no help, I'm not good at comfort...
Just remember that, although they seem to be the minority, there are people out there who will accept you for who you are ^.^

That aside, I like this picture. It evokes the emotion of it all wonderfully.

[spiffyflypie]

Er, it probably won't help much, but I drew you an art: viewtopic.php?f=33&t=1365672

[.Phoenix.]

Don't go! I have stalked your art and have been too "fraid to admit it. You have always been an awesome person and key part of CS..... don't go!! Please!