[Maede]

somehow vent art always makes me feel worse so im just not gonna anymore jkcbxjk
haha

anyways, feeling extra dysphoric and dissociating a lot more
time to hide in like 20 hoodies and douse myself if toxic masculinity tm smelling "swaggger old spice"
you know it's getting really really bad when the only thing making me even remotely feel myself is being unable to tell green from red.