[ArizonaT3a]

Matt Maeson - Cringe
She said, I'm looking like a bad man, smooth criminal
She said, my spirit doesn't move like it did before
She said, that I don't look like me no more, no more
I said, I'm just tired, she said, you're just high
And I said, I saw you in the water
And I said, I saw you in the water

Sweating all your sins out
Putting all your thoughts back together
Oh, we just don't blend now
All of my attempts seem to weather
Oh, I make you cringe now
Don't I make you cringe
Oh, I make you cringe now
Don't I make you cringe

She said, I'm looking like a bad man, smooth criminal
She said, my spirit doesn't move like it did before
She said, that I don't look like me no more, no more
I said, I'm just tired-

It's been a bit since I've drawn, about a week.
Recently my cat passed, and now my other kitty is passing as well.
Things have been rough, and I needed to vent a little.
I left this open for a while so don't mind the timer.
I should be getting back on my feet soon, unfinished commissions/art
shall start popping up again.
I just needed some time to grieve.

For those who are curious why I put a forest as the background.
Well that's because recently I just don't feel here.
Like I'm walking but I'm not really touching the ground, things just don't feel real.
I honestly feel lost, I was feeling like this before but after everything with my cats.
It's just gotten worse.