Seeing old family friends and having to act like someone you're not around them sucks. Seeing people in general and having to act like someone you're not around them sucks. It sucks so bad and all I want is to be people's son and grandson and brother even though I don't have siblings and nephew and everything else like that. I'm at a point now where when I look in the mirror I finally recognize and like what I see but other people still see something else and I feel so out of place in my own skin and I hate this so much.
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Sorry for the sudden increase in edgy scribble drawings and rants lately. But I guess I shouldn't be apologizing, since if you didn't wanna see this kind of stuff you wouldn't have followed me.



