[iinvictus]

I hate it here. Can I not have nice things.
I am so ANGEY. I cried three times today because I am stupid ugly boy.
My laptop broke down, so that was the only constant in my life gone, along with digital art, & having a typing mechanism that doesn’t make me want to consume a turantula. I’ve been stuck with traditional art, been incredibly art blocked, & I hate where my style is going. I’ve been so ansty during lockdown I’ve done virtually none of my schoolwork, & I’ve been practically nocturnal for most of the lockdown save for my classes during the day, of which I’ve already missed three by sleeping in. And then I lashed out at my friends because literally everything I love that kept me sane has been violently ripped from my bony fingers by a universe that obviously hates me & everything I stand for, taking whatever was left of me, barely a shell, with it.
Not to mention I can barely bloody see anything what with my glasses dipping too.
The only plus side to this is a) I got animal crossing pocket camp and b) I finally watched Detroit evolution (& lost my mind over it for a solid hour)
So Yeah I Am Doing Great Thanks For Asking

Yknow I just read this again and I hate how dramatic I’m being, but then again i’m Such an emotional brat I nearly cried again while writing that l m a o.

[Maniic!]

awh man-
i mean i don't think ur a brat or anything-
i honestly admire u with my entire heart
Whcih sounds dumb i guess
but i really do-
ur art is beautiful and i'd kill for a style as beautiful as urs
and hey lockdowns hitting hard for everyone and working is hard as heck
i really hope u feel better because i mean, ur so cool and i can't even stop looking in awe at whatevr u create
(and hey art block is mean bro)