- i feel kind of embarrassed to ramble about my personal onsite, but here we go, haha
today i found out that my target university had accepted me, and it lifted a huge, huge weight off my shoulders. i've been in a bad place for the last two years of my life, one of which was spent abroad with little to no support system. studying was difficult for me, and it really got to me because i used to be a pretty "gifted" child. until the last few weeks, i struggled with mental illness, my friends abandoning me, and up to 60 hours of school a week.
being accepted doesn't change that i still struggle with plenty of issues, but when i saw that green checkmark indicating that i was accepted, i hugged my sister, mother and father tighter than ever. i really, really needed that cry.
