the lady in the YouTube video keeps on talking on and on about the math lesson and it's like why am I sitting here doing this and stressing out over all this work right now when I don't even care at all. I don't even care and yet here I am probably the only one actually doing the work because I'm scared of people being disappointed in me but it's not like I actually CARE if they're disappointed in me I just don't know how to act when people are because I've always been a good student and a good kid and always been too afraid to just not care
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I did what I assume is supposed to be two days' worth of the work, and now I am going to continue procrastinating on other stuff because I can't deal with this right now



