- I consider myself a happy person, so I'm never really sad .. ever
so this is annoying
I haven't been sad since january
and that was when someone I loved died
I just feel like everything around me is crashing down
and I don't have anything to look forward to
I'm irritable and dumb and stupid and I don't know how to think before I make decisions and I don't take other people into account when I do stuff
and I just want to live a normal life
but I want attention
the girl I like is out of my league
nothing is good right now
