Called Schizophrenia!~I've been dead since birth
Living life the worst
But the voices say it's only going to get better
They're the ones that told me to write this letter
See, I have this disease and no one knows what to call it
I'm basically becoming an alcoholic
But instead of beer, I get drunk off thoughts
Thinking all the time as if I'm taking body shots
Shouting all the time, but speaking in monotone
My original voice is thrown
Why won't the voices let me speak for my own?
On the outside I'm grinning like a Cheshire Cat
But on the inside I'm being tormented like a traumatized rat
I don't know what to do
I'm lost, I'm threw
I'm done with this life, they lied to me again
The voices won't shut up, I have no more zen
I'm done with them...
Yeah, you're right, I'm probably insane
(Schizophrenia)
Do you see what they've done to my brain?
(Schizophrenia)
They won't stop whispering in my head
(Schizophrenia)
But I won't have to worry about that when I'm dead
Schizophrenia!
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe their right
Maybe I can't win this fight
I'm giving up....
Give me that rope
It's my only hope
Put it in a noose tie
I'm ready to die
Never mind, I want the gun
I'll make offing myself a bit more fun
Should I put it to my head?
Or in my mouth so I can't shout?
Either way, I'm blowing my brains out.
Yeah, you're right, I'm probably insane
(Schizophrenia)
Do you see what they've done to my brain?
(Schizophrenia)
They won't stop whispering in my head
(Schizophrenia)
But I won't have to worry about that when I'm dead
Schizophrenia!
SCHIZOPHRENIA!~
I know, it's dark. But don't worry, It's not about me.