[Kittehhcat]

I'm feeling incredibly lonely.

I sit in a room, at the same tables with them.
I spoke up, they would laugh and nod, but I could tell they didn't understand.
I could tell that they would rather gossip about their teachers are life at school.

I gave up, and here I am.
Someone without a purpose, someone with little friends.

Someone who feels like they aren't needed by anyone.

[ellie!]

listen, don't say any of that. please. it may all seem to difficult for you to bear right now, but it'll all pass soon enough. you don't need to feel lonely, and shouldn't, because we are all here for you. you can always count on any of us, stranger or not, to help you and to guide you through your interior loneliness. you don't have to give up, and you WON'T give up because I am not going to let you give up!

i've been in some terrible positions, i suffer from anxiety and trust issues and have suffered from depression in the past, also some other problems that i won't list for fear of influence on anybody, i have low self - esteem i have difficulty falling asleep, as i have an awful fear of the dark, i am a nervous and otherwise insecure person, okay i'll stop speaking about myself or otherwise i'll seem conceited but i have battled it to this day! i fought back the tears, and even though lots of people tried to push me down, i am still standing, bold and strong! and all of this was because i believed in myself. so you should to.

you have a purpose, just as big as any of the others, of any of us. i am sure you are more worth it than you could ever imagine. you do not have little friends, you have 1035 friends, plus the ones outside of chicken smoothie. 1035 corresponds to, give or take, the users registered on cs, and i'm sure you know that all of them are here for you. i speak for them, but they most probably are. you not only seem like a great person, from what i've seen, but also a great artist because your gallery shows talent. you are needed by everybody, you know there are people who care about you and love you and want all the best for you, you just know that. so you have no reason to say that you aren't needed by anybody, because you ARE needed, just like me, and like all the people in the world. do you think that the few people that have ever spoken badly to you matter? of course they are loved by their family and friends, also, but you have no need to love them, or even pay attention to them, because they gave you no reason to. you, in your turn, have every quality of an amazing person, so i would be surprised if millions of people didn't love you already, and i know that is the case, so i'm not surprised, haha.

you know what? just listen to some good music, check out some cute gifs on the internet that'll make you smile, and, well, smile. cuddle with your pet, if it makes you feel better. just remember that you have no reason at all to feel lonely and that you have me by your side anytime, 24/7.

if you feel like talking to someone about your troubles, have no problem in PMing me, i'm always available to hear vents and possibly give some advice. <3

[Kittehhcat]

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Thank you. ;3; I've been really, really down lately, and this really helped.
*clings onto with hugs* thank youuuuuu ;-;