upd8 upd8 i think im over the line on stress for the past few months and im asking if theyre are any good stress relievers to make me feel better
but in the meantime i need to vent and i just feel really bad about things now and i just cant do anything anymore i just lay there and think about it and i shouldnt but i do and i try to fix things but they get worse????? so i just? ugh
and i feel like i dont have the right to put this on you guys, sorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry sorry sorry
but in the meantime i need to vent and i just feel really bad about things now and i just cant do anything anymore i just lay there and think about it and i shouldnt but i do and i try to fix things but they get worse????? so i just? ugh
and i feel like i dont have the right to put this on you guys, sorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry sorry sorry



