I know... it's messy, gross, and the shading is just -shudder-, not to mention the fact that the timer is WAY oof. This took about five mins.... very quick vent... I'm doing more traditionally because my tablet is disagreeing with me...
But ya know what? I don't belong... Nobody knows I'm here, and it hurts to know that you were going to tell me something, or that you forgot, or that you thought I wouldn't care. I'd rather just either have you forget all about me, or include me in the conversations you have! Sure, forgetting will hurt, but not as much as you just don't want me there, you didn't care enough to tell me, or even include me in the conversation! It really hurts, and right now I really feel betrayed. I shouldn't, considering that my entire life I have been forgotten, but now, more than ever, I really need someone who understands. Unfortunately, nobody does. Everyone has had friends their entire life, or has been forgotten. I really want to just disappear into the shadows right now, and just go away, but no. Tomorrow I'll have to face the "I was going to tell you.... too late now" conversations, and the ignoring me when I am obviously speaking to you. I know that tons of people understand, but also the fact that my own family forgets about me.... I just... -sigh- Idk what to do...
-slinks off and draws traditionally-














