I now, I excepted this day to come, we've been single for a week. A WEEK! I didn't think you would love someone else in a day, didn't think you wouldn't keep my gaze for 3 seconds, didn't realize I'll always love you, didn't see you would break my heart just like I broke yours. I thought we could be friends, thought we could laugh and smile like we use to, didn't think you hated me. I thought we could be friends, talk on the phone until 4 O'clock in the morning like we used too, only to find the line busy for hours. I really could've sworn you cared about me. I'm a horrible person, I thought you knew that, but I was wrong to think you could handle it. I didn't want to keep you going, and break your heart, so I let you down easy. I'm sorry I'm shy and nervous, and I slapped you everytime you tried to kiss me. I'm sorry I couldn't be the girl you thought I was. I get angry, jealous and selfish, you gave me more than enough chances, and I see you've moved on with another. You told me you were the good guy, and even if I broke your heart, you wouldn't break mine, and I thought all we've been through, you would give me a second glance, a tug on the shoulder, embrace me in a hug. I broke your heart, but I didn't notice mine was breaking. My friends tell me your trying to get me jealous, and sometimes I believe them, but the way you look at THAT girl, makes me think second, you love her, you never looked at me that way. Though you've only known her for a week, I built our relationship from making sure I always had time for you, tried to fit in with your friends, and always ignored your flirting with some people...
you know who, and I made sure I never crushed on another. I don't know why I'm sorry, maybe because I miss you? I don't want to miss you, but I do. And I don't know why. So, I guess this is farewell, because you have no space for me in your new life, with her. Bye.
-I really wish I could tell that to him, but....yeah.
Just some random picture, kinda what happened today at school..... yeah.
