[Strillers]

I hope this isn't too gorey for the oekaki forum. I'll probably delete of it at some point anyway. It's also not done in a style I usually do, so I don't really mind if it is moved.

This is the first and hopefully the last vent art I'll post on the internet - I don't like putting too much of myself into pictures, as I hold an aesthetic opinion of art (as in, art should be art because it is art. generally the same view as Oscar Wilde).

So yeah, I don't like showing vent art to anyone, but I'm feeling particularly lonely at the moment. And if you're wondering about the subject of the picture - I'm FTM transgender, am going through a bit of a rough patch. My parents don't know about my gender dysphoria, and my mum won't let me have my hair cut short (I want it shorter so I can have a better chance of passing as physically male). When I again asked her if I could, she shouted at me, saying that I would look like a boy if I had it too short -_- . I wish she would understand the hints I have been giving her and realise that I am a guy. I feel trapped in my own skin, which explains the metaphor i was trying to portray in this picture. Ugh, I HATE dysphoria.

This is probably too personal for CS, but I just like feeling that there is somewhere I can be honest, even if that is the internet (which is a bit sad I suppose).

[khicken]

I would like it, but I don't like it because its sad:( Its good art though!

[Jenneta]

That's a sad story. Sorry to hear about what's happening to you, AnomalousResult. =(
Love the art though. It's very nice. Good job.

[Kurloz Makara]

i love it. reminds me of scoff by nirvana ^^

[Kurloz Makara]

i mean not the story, the story is sad. the art is good.

one of my friends has a simaler problem, hes Bi and his parents think that gays and such are possed by the devil. and aparently his dad is a pretty horrible person about that. so he cant even tell them! its so sad if you want you can always vent to me, we may not know each other but im a great person to talk to bout this stuff ^^ pobably because ive had to go threw so many different kinds of heart break, i can relate to anyone whos ever felt pain.

[TheMightyOscen]

this is absolutely brilliant. i know some one else that does this sort of vent art...and i do it too..bit brilliant job

[no~body]

I love this piece of art, but thats terrible. And wolfy, that reminds me of when my mom was a teenager she said she had this best friend, a guy, but he was gay, (gays weren't accepted as much then she said) so one girl was his fake girl-friend.

[Kurloz Makara]

I love this piece of art, but thats terrible. And wolfy, that reminds me of when my mom was a teenager she said she had this best friend, a guy, but he was gay, (gays weren't accepted as much then she said) so one girl was his fake girl-friend.

yeah that still happens a lot actuly, my (ex)best friend was a lesbian, and she was dating that bi guy. thats how i met him.

[no~body]

I love this piece of art, but thats terrible. And wolfy, that reminds me of when my mom was a teenager she said she had this best friend, a guy, but he was gay, (gays weren't accepted as much then she said) so one girl was his fake girl-friend.

yeah that still happens a lot actuly, my (ex)best friend was a lesbian, and she was dating that bi guy. thats how i met him.

I don't know why people think gays and lesbians and stuff are so terrible. Whats so wrong about it, I mean.

[Kurloz Makara]

I love this piece of art, but thats terrible. And wolfy, that reminds me of when my mom was a teenager she said she had this best friend, a guy, but he was gay, (gays weren't accepted as much then she said) so one girl was his fake girl-friend.

yeah that still happens a lot actuly, my (ex)best friend was a lesbian, and she was dating that bi guy. thats how i met him.

I don't know why people think gays and lesbians and stuff are so terrible. Whats so wrong about it, I mean.

yeah i dont get it. and why does no one have anything against me? because im less common? idk. because physicly im a girl, but mently im actuly genderless. i guess im also bi? idk. im weird. but people i know that hate gays have nothing against me. its really... well its really strange to me.