Ѧsɧωyɳ ♀ wrote:[I am so sorry for your loss. I know that maybe these words sound empty to you right now but I really do feel for you. My grandpa had cancer and passed away a year ago and it was really hard on me, even though we weren't terribly close so I can't even imagine what you must be feeling. My mom though has major issues with her back, foot and being overweight and seeing her in tears because it hurts too much to walk around upsets me a lot. I'm always afraid she's going to fall or something's going to happen that'll put her in a hospital and keep her there, so I suppose its a bit similar to your experience though nowhere near as bad.]
[My prayers are with you and your family if that helps at all.]
I'm sorry for your loss as well. I think its hard because I've taken care of her most of my life and I moved away about a year and a half ago; since then her life has really gone downhill but I have to remember it's not just because I left. I needed to get out on my own, but that's the last time I saw her I miss her so much in that reguard. It was also the last time I could hug her. I will miss that so much.
Remember to always leave or depart with a good notion because you don't know when they'll depart. The last thing I said to her was on the day after my birthday after my father called me up and put her on the phone for a few. She said she wasn't doing that good that day. I said she sounded tired so I was going to let her go. I didn't know it was the last time I would speak to her. I told her I'd call her back. I can't now. This has put me in tears just thinking about it to be truthful.
But thank you guys. I really appreicate your thoughts... and I can't think of what its called. Anyway I still appreicate it. It's a rough time and I'm just trying to hang in there. I did a picture for my mother; but she never got to see it. I might try to scan it and do a digital version of it. Now I thinka bout it. I don't think she saw this one. Though I can't drag myself about things like that.
I've updated the first post as well to what happened on saturday.