my cat is still around don't worry!! but I was a bit emotional because I was listening to euthanasia by will wood and thinking about her future. she's a senior cat (we're pretty sure anyway, she was a stray but the vet thinks she's around 12 give or take) with a heart murmur; she's been having moments where her heart seems to stutter or skip a beat, at least that's what the vet thinks due to the heart murmur. she had one of those moments earlier and idk, just kind of thinking about how long I have with her. it helped me feel better to draw something even if I am still a little melancholy thinking about it all :')



