I despise gender it's so frustrating
I just want to exist
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Sometimes I feel so sure in what I am
most of the time I feel so unsure I don't even know how to express most of the way I feel rn
It doesn't help how others act because heaven forbid you do or wear things that are "normal" for the opposite gender
I feel more confident in myself in masc clothes but the way others treat me and make constant assumptions about me when I wear them usual ruins the confidence I felt and even when I wear feminine clothes I feel just as worse if not more worse (yes ik I shouldn't listen to what others say it just gets hard to when it constantly happens)
Pls give me something true neutral maybe people will leave me be then
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late night head hurts
I just want to exist
--
Sometimes I feel so sure in what I am
most of the time I feel so unsure I don't even know how to express most of the way I feel rn
It doesn't help how others act because heaven forbid you do or wear things that are "normal" for the opposite gender
I feel more confident in myself in masc clothes but the way others treat me and make constant assumptions about me when I wear them usual ruins the confidence I felt and even when I wear feminine clothes I feel just as worse if not more worse (yes ik I shouldn't listen to what others say it just gets hard to when it constantly happens)
Pls give me something true neutral maybe people will leave me be then
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late night head hurts






