- i don't understand why it can't just stop
it never stops
and all of you who are supposed to 'help me' just make it worse
you're supposed to help and listen
and you just made it worse...
i know it was awhile ago
but i can't forget those words
"you're too dependent on others" "you have to deal with this on your own"
why would you tell me that?
i know you thought you were giving me good advice
and it probably is and i'm just stupid..
but it made it so much worse
you made it worse
you make me think i'm alone
you make me think i can't get help from others
you make me think so many horrible things
i already had so much on my plate
and i thought you could help me
but oh boy was i wrong
i can't handle this
i don't know how much longer i can do this
remove my brain
make me numb
anything to stop it
please
just
stop
