[the folly of man]

i feel like crap
im not okay
im
just
really
not

im not good at doing anything i cant do anything im not smart i cant do school properly and i cant focus on anything without music but i dont have headphones anymore!!
except heaphones are expensive!! and im not rich!!
i gotta save my money cause there's a lotta things i gotta buy and i just HATE EVERYTHING RN

and i try to tell myself "i'll do better tomorrow!" but i NEVER DO cause im so bad at doing things im supposed to instead of developing stories that aren't gonna get me anywhere they're just gonna sit there and never be used for anything cause i dont have the motivation to actually do anything with them

i just
hh
i dont need any words rn i just needed to get all that off my chest and i should've used the comfort corner thread but i dont care anymore i just

[Flowerbud X.]

Aw, Patchy, I'm very sorry to hear that ;w;
I can completely understand everything you have here. What I just do is try to focus on one day at a time, I know it's hard, but when you get like that, that's all you can do.
Just know that even if I'm a stranger, you're valid to me and an amazing talented person, I believe in you <3