Slowly, drawing is becoming more and more of a chore. When I can't think of anything to draw, I host a free sketches forum. But then I want, need, them to better than what they are. And then it frustrates me, that I can't draw the image in my head no matter how hard I try.
When I first started officially free-hand drawing on this website, I did it out of enjoyment, and for my love of drawing. Now, I force myself to make at least one drawing a day, even if I truly don't want to. I still love drawing, but now I don't know what to do to rekindle the fire that led me to draw for fun, instead of 'I don't want to get rusty at it'.











