- There's just somethin amazin to me about me bro ya know?
Like no matter what happens I can always just run to her to talk to.
I know there's people I could talk to but she just gets it.
Even if I'm just spouting gibberish cuz I'm too tired to keep a coherent conversation or if it's something she doesn't understand or doesn't get she just manages to make me feel better and we rp all the time about things that are hard for me to handle or talk to about with anyone else
And we talk on the phone and there's just something real nice about it.
Havin someone you can trust and talk to like that.
Heck makes it seem like she's actually there and she's only a state away really.
And I feel bad cuz ya know, she's always been there and I always run to her. And honestly I swear I think I'm too much cuz I just info-dump and randomly say things and I never realized how much my head jumps around but she just makes it easy.
Heck I tell her everything and even though she can't help she just comforts me ya know?
She's the one person I've ever met who actually believed in me. Even more than I do.
I'm dumb and tired but wheh...
I doubt she'll ever get on this website and see this but if she does I just really want her to know I care a lot
Because for like 5+ years she's cared so much about me and she really didn't have to. She shouldn't have with everything she had to deal with...but she did.
And it's dumb that I'm drawing this of all things to say all this dumb junk but...she's my corner ya know?
She's just always been my corner when I can't think or can't breathe right or whatever.
Even if I'm wrong, she doesn't get mad at me she just talks to me.
It's funny cuz I normally hate phone calls, but hers are the best ones I think.
it's 1 am I'll delete this when I'm sane but I really am excited and idk
this is dumb cat stuff but I really can't wait to go see her.
