IS IT OVER YET, WILL I EVER SMILE AGAIN?
Do you know what it's like to keep a secret? Something harmful, hurtful. You want to tell everyone. You want to keep on going. But your stuck in this hell. And nobody knows about the demons in your head, or what you think of yourself. You don't sleep at night, wondering if you'll ever get out of this trap, if anybody will know. But it's too hard...you have to keep your mouth shut...act happy. :)
R.I.P. TO MY YOUTH, YOU COULD CALL THIS THE FUNERAL

Ugh. Act happy. I can act. Very well, actually. But...whenever I'm alone, I know there's something wrong, I feel the pain I'm causing. But I don't tell anyone. Sorry for the slightly negative tone on that, Kind of a vent. ^^' I just get angry whenever I'm supposed to mask my real feelings, which is almost always. I know a bunch of other people feel the same way I do. Anyways, that's why I drew this. I was reluctant on posting it, I felt the drawing was sloppy and the colour palette was bad. Also, If you haven't already guessed, it's to Silhouette by Owl City and RIP 2 my Youth, by The Neighbourhood. Go check those songs out, they're really good. If you feel the same way I do...Please comment. I feel so alone right now.

