[Zwei]

Depression is a sign of gray
that has been following me
day by day
And I don't feel the same way.

I feel a wave of sorrow
crashing down upon me
I try to escape
no light shines on to me.

No one understands me,
not even my family,
I try to hide my feelings
but there is just the feeling of angry.

No joy comes up to me,
when I do things I like,
not even my friends,
they don't know what it's like to fight.

I've fallen into a well,
of deep depression,
I try to get out,
but I have made no progression.

Theres nothing to stop it,
there is no cure,
so please try to save me,
I want to be pure.

I have been feeling really cruddy lately. I have depression. My friends realize it, but they pretend not to. But I can tell they are trying to make me feel better. Earlier today some random dude I don't even know came up to me and gave me a hug. My friends are defiantly up to something.

I screamed at one of my friends today during lunch, I wish I hadn't. I don't even know why. And, to make things even worse, as soon as I got home I got in my bed and cried for an hour. I really don't have any reason to cry, and my face is still wet with the sticky tears. So, in an attempt to make myself feel better, I did what I always do. Draw a picture. I don't feel any better, to make things worse. Not even my friends understand.

(The cat in the picture is my fursona, and she is usually black with blue dots, not gray dots. But when she is sad, she turns gray and doesn't glow as much. She still doesn't have a name. But I think I may change her design a bit, maybe change her into a wolf. I've drawn it all on paper, already.) (Click the like button, yes?)

[Teacup-old]

Adorable!!!!!

[berdsbrother]

Very nice anatomy C:

[Zwei]

Thanks. I just edited the post, so you can read it if you want.

[Teacup-old]

I'm so sorry... It sucks being depressed, but hopefully something good will come your way and change your reaction to this depression and you'll be okay. Good luck.

[I don't think that sounds right...]

[Zwei]

Ya, I think I am going to need it. And thanks.

[Teacup-old]

No problem hun...

[Zwei]

I am starting to feel a bit better... (after bawling my eyes out in my room) But my fursona still needs a name.

[Sybilarius]

Cute. <3

[Zwei]

Thank you <3