You deserve better than this silly drawing, pretty little bird - but it's all I can give you now.
You deserve better than the lacking funeral service we gave you at the park - the ground isn't where you belong.
You deserve better.
I wish I had held you one last time. Sung to you one last time. Pet you one last time.
Paid more attention to you before I didn't have the chance to.
You were the sweetest thing I've ever known and I'm going to miss you.
So, so much.
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"Rest in Peace" isn't the most fitting of sayings for this fabulous tiny creature, because I know she's not resting; she was much too curious for that. She's probably chasing after moths or something.
Cupcake was my sister's 3-year-old rare, but we mostly shared her, along with my 4-year-old blue, Cobalt. Her favorite color was orange, so there's the logic behind that crappy background.
She passed away a few days ago, and since then I've been stuffing doodles of her all over the place. I never knew how lacking I was in photos of her until now, and I greatly regret that... so maybe I'm trying to make up for it with art. A futile endeavor.
It felt weird to draw this without having her here with me. It felt like I should be able to look up from my bed to my dresser and see her scurrying around in her cage. But her cage isn't there anymore. And neither is she.
No matter how many times people say "she's in a better place now" or "these things happen", it still hurts. It's still going to hurt... I'm tearing up again. >~<
I miss you, Cupcake.
You deserve better than the lacking funeral service we gave you at the park - the ground isn't where you belong.
You deserve better.
I wish I had held you one last time. Sung to you one last time. Pet you one last time.
Paid more attention to you before I didn't have the chance to.
You were the sweetest thing I've ever known and I'm going to miss you.
So, so much.
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"Rest in Peace" isn't the most fitting of sayings for this fabulous tiny creature, because I know she's not resting; she was much too curious for that. She's probably chasing after moths or something.
Cupcake was my sister's 3-year-old rare, but we mostly shared her, along with my 4-year-old blue, Cobalt. Her favorite color was orange, so there's the logic behind that crappy background.
She passed away a few days ago, and since then I've been stuffing doodles of her all over the place. I never knew how lacking I was in photos of her until now, and I greatly regret that... so maybe I'm trying to make up for it with art. A futile endeavor.
It felt weird to draw this without having her here with me. It felt like I should be able to look up from my bed to my dresser and see her scurrying around in her cage. But her cage isn't there anymore. And neither is she.
No matter how many times people say "she's in a better place now" or "these things happen", it still hurts. It's still going to hurt... I'm tearing up again. >~<
I miss you, Cupcake.
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thats very sad i know what its like to lose a dear pet. My cat Midnight passed away back in Septimber 2013 it still hurts 
